Pregnant - JAHSEH ONFROY/XXXTENTACION

chapter 17

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Leilahni ♡

I legit cried.

I held my baby boy in my arms, fuck this moment is so touching. Idc how corny I'll sound this is so special to me.

He didn't cry, he only cried when he was born but as soon as he was brought back to me he was sound asleep.

"Hey little guy..." I sniffle, and kissed his nose I look up, and saw something behind a curtain to the other room.

I squint, but saw nothing there anymore.

Whatever.

"LEILAHNI CMON HOE LEMME SEE!!" Yazzy yells as she came into the room.

I glare at her and Ria slapped her in the boob.

"You fuckin dumbass the baby is asleep. Don't brain damage the poor thing." Ria rolls her eyes.

Gazzy walked over and smiles, staring at the baby. "Boy huh."

I nod and smile, holding him close to my chest.

"What are you gonna name him?" Ria asks.

"I had a few names in mind. But there's this one I really loved." I smile, picking the few pieces of hair he had been born with.

I didn't pick them out I was playing with it. You get what i mean.

"What is it???" Pump got impatient.

"Da'vonte Dwayne Smith." 

It made me happy. A little pain, but mostly happiness.

Da'vonte was a name I remember Jahseh telling me a few times that if it was a boy, he would suggest that name.

So I used that and Jahseh's middle name Dwayne. Jahseh is still the father.. it felt right to name my son after him.

"Aww. That's a gorgeous name." Ria smiles, taking out her phone and taking a picture.

I filled out the papers, and saw Da'vonte was born on November 1st.

I smile again and hold him closer. I felt a piece of my heart shatter again, because I realized Jahseh wasn't here to witness his son being born.

-time skip brought by jahseh's dagger dick-

"Vonte- no you're not supposed to throw your food!" I say, seeing my little 4 month old throwing the plate of food at the wall, causing the plate to break.

Vonte has been a handful, but at least I get help from Gazzy and my girls.

He definitely took a lot of Jahseh's violent genes.

Speaking of Jahseh, I miss him more then ever. He's never seen his kid.. he hasn't shown his face.

No one has heard from him in months. If he came to the door, begging for me back and asking me to forgive him I'd leap into his arms and say yes.

Anyways. Pump was on tour with purpp, and he left just a few days ago.

Vonte is at Yazzy's house, so I could relax on my own. The doorbell rang, and I really didn't wanna open it.

I look like shit, my hair is in a messy bun, I didn't get to straighten my curls either, and I had no makeup on. All my freckles were out. My ugly ass face.

But I got up anyways. I open the door and my eyes widen. It was Jahseh.

His eyes were red, his muscles were tightened, he looked like he would break down  any second.

"Leilahni-" Is all he spoke.

I burst out crying. He held out his arms and I rushed over to him, hugging him so tight.

He buried his face into my neck, and he squeezed me. There wasn't any talking for awhile, just me crying like a baby.

He shushed me, trying to calm me down.

I did eventually and he slightly let go just to look at me.

"I couldn't take the pain anymore, Leil. I fucking couldn't stand it anymore, I want you back. No, I need you back. Please, please fuckin forgive a nigga for being so foolish. I was drunk, a bit too drunk. Geneva was there somehow and she threw herself at me. I can't lose you or my own kid." His voice shook.

"I missed you so much. Do you still love me?"

"Of course I do baby. More then ever."

With that, we kissed. It wasn't a hard, sexy kiss, it was soft and sweet. His lips locked perfectly with mine.

"Where's my son?" Jahseh asks, when we broke from the kiss.

"How did you know they were a boy?" I ask.

"I was there when it happened. I hid in the other room, behind the curtain." He explained.

I just smile and hug him. "He's at Yazzy's. I'll go pick him up right now."

And so, Jahseh stayed at the house while I got my baby. Boring car ride later, I finally walk him with Vonte in my arms.

"Jahseh? Wanna meet your son?" I ask, Jahseh runs like a nigga hearing the word watermelon.

Vonte had his hand on my shoulder and his adorable chubby face was looking towards the side.

Jahseh stopped in his tracks,  his face was numb.

"What's his name?" He asked me, coming closer.

"Da'Vonte." I smile, turning my head to smile at my son.

"Hey, Vonte, look at daddy." I said, pushing his cheek with my index so he'd turn.

Him and Jahseh had the same eyes- dark brown. Sometimes it looked black. Jahseh's face blushed. Holy shit.

Didn't know a nigga could blush. But it was pretty damn cute.

"Da'Vonte?" He smiled, holding out a finger and Vonte gave him a cute but blank look. He pouts and turns his head.

"Maybe he hates me for not being there." Jahseh sighed.

"Da'Vonte you look at your father right now. He promises to never leave again." I whisper to the baby.

He gave a small smile and giggled. I handed Vonte to Jahseh and Jahseh held his son close, smiling.

"Jahseh meet your son. Da'Vonte Dwayne Smith."

"Dwayne? You took my middle name?" He looked up at me. I nod and look down.

He walked over and lifted my chin up, smiling.

"Thank you baby. It means a lot to me. Especially you still named our kid the name I really liked and my middle name."

I pecked Vonte's nose. This baby too cute.

"Oh and baby? By the way since we're back together Vonte's last name is supposed to be Onfroy." Jahseh hands me back Vonte.

"Who said we're back together?" I question and turn around. I'm trying not to laugh cause I'm playing.

"But-" Jahseh hugged me from behind. "I want you back. Please be my girlfriend again Leilahni I love you so fucking much."

I giggle and turn my head to kiss his lips quick. "I love you more."

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