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8. h a c h i

|Saniya|

I always hated monday mornings, but today was different.

After what felt like the never ending weekend I felt excited that I could finally see Taehyung after what happened between us friday night.

I wanted to feel pretty today and did so as I spent extra time carefully applying a little more makeup than usual complementing my fine facial features. I even decided to leave my hair down allowing my voluminous brown curls to bounce with every step I took.

All day I received alot of attention from both my male and female counterparts especially Jungkook who couldn't stop staring at me. A very green Chaerin was burning in jealously because...

I was that girl.

and that girl couldn't wait for her favorite class of the day...korean history.

I successfully managed to avoid Taehyung's heated gaze the whole class period not only to get his attention but I didn't want others to suspect anything (aka princess Chaerin) since they were already on my ass.

"You look really pretty today!" Hoseok complimented turning in my direction.

"Fuck is that suppose to mean? She looks pretty everyday" Bayani sassed before I could say anything. I rolled my eyes and thanked him anyways.

Today Taehyung lectured more in depth about the North and South Korean war which I already learned about. I bit onto my pen cap staring at Taehyung's swimmers built frame wondering how he looked outside his usual dress shirt and slacks.

"Can I see you after class?" Taehyung asked right after finishing his class discussion which was a second before the lunch bell. Bayani winked grabbing both Jungkook and Hoseok out the room.

"Did I do something wrong Mr. Kim?" Innocently asking as I strolled over towards him as he roughly pinned me against the wall attacking my lips. Though we were only kissing my panties were already soaked for him.

Taehyung sucked on my bottom lips teasing me for a bit before diving his tongue inside my mouth. Lifting my leg up he grabbed my thigh rather aggressively as he pressed his growing erection into my throbbing womanhood.

I gasped breaking the kiss throwing my head back letting out a soft moan as I grinded my body against his. My eyes fluttered open seeing my teacher stare down into my eyes lustfully.

It was in an instant it his lustful gaze disappeared as he let me out of his grasp. Taehyung took a step back looking down at himself and my now disheveled uniform. He anxiously ran a hand through his hair.

"I'm sorry Saniya".

"Taehyung it's okay. I like it when you kiss me" I took a step forward closing our space. "I like this...I want this to happen".

It seemed to me that he had other things in mind when he turned away for a brief second.

"We can't do this Saniya. It's against the rules. I shouldn't have kissed you that night and I definitely shouldn't have now. You're a child to me and I took advantage of you..."

I blocked out the rest of his words already knowing where he was going with it.

I didn't wanna hear him speak. I already knew what was on his mind. This was it. The rejection that I feared from the very beginning.

"Shut up please" My voice cracked. Taehyung seemed taken back by my response but silenced himself.

"I get it. I should like boys my age and all that bullshit but I don't. I don't even like older men I just wanted you. But you're right I am a child and I should stay in my place. I got the message and you won't have to worry about me. I won't tell a soul".

Grabbing my backpack I slid it over my shoulders.

"Saniya" He called after me. I put my hand on the door handle about to leave when I glanced back at him shamelessly.

"And don't bother coming over today. You don't have to come everyday anymore" I spoke fluent korean leaving the classroom. He didn't even mutter a word.

The hallway was empty or so I thought when I turned the corner to head into the girl's bathroom when Chaerin sauntered her way out backing me up a few steps in the process as if she knew I'd be here.

"What's the matter princess? Did it rain on your big parade?" Chaerin frowned mockingly as she pouted her lips and wiped her fake tears. I took a deep breath trying to find strength to manage her. "I'm not in the mood for games".

"You sure was in the mood for games earlier when everyone was bowing to your feet" Chaerin quirked smiling. "You started to believe the world revolved around you didn't you?".

Curling my hands into fist I tried to compose my anger. I stepped off away from her. "Just leave me alone".

"You know when you first arrived here I thought you were going to be different, be more wise and rational with your decisions. I didn't take you as the dumb naïve type" Chaerin spat as I froze in my tracks feeling vibrations of the cord she just struck within me. "At first I thought you were a threat to my Jungkook, he's a sucker for love and is like a puppy for you. I believed you would have seen that and scoop him up before its too but no. Instead you wanted Mr. Kim....our teacher if you've forgotten. You are just as foolish and idiotic as the other girls aren't you Saniya. You believed that pretty smile and round ass of yours would have gotten you somewhere with him? Now look at you. Looking like Boo boo the fool like every other girl at S.I.A."

Chaerin's words hit me like bullets yet I stood there before her feeling completely powerless. She was right as much as I hated to admit it.

Chaerin smiled cynically knowing she had me right where she wanted.

"But don't worry you're not first nor will you be the last girl to be rejected by Mr. Kim. Pretty shitty how he probably made you feel special for those two seconds. Like they say in America. Men ain't shit right? Anyway I'll be on my merry way. Do me a favor and clean yourself up. You look a mess and smell like a slut" Chaerin purposely bumped into my shoulder as she passed by making her way outside to lunch.

Foreverbunni™