previously known as 'my teacher taehyung'
dark romance|
a tale in which a girl gets more than she bargains for when she develops feelings for whom she thought was her teacher.
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AGE GAP.
SEXUAL CONTENT.
MENTAL ILLNESS. (Trigger Warnings!)
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Dear Taehyung,
How have you've been feeling? I hope your excited to finally be able to leave in the next fourteen days. I hope you've been feeling better in terms of dealing with your past and putting all the mixed emotions behind you. I have to admit in the last in the last six months have been the scariest, chaotic, and the most miserable times of our lives that will forever haunt us. In the beginning, things seemed normal for me but you've always been living in the shadows of your worst nightmare. You were an enigma that no one could solve. After everything we've been through proves to me that we share an unbreakable bond and I want you to know that no matter what I promise to always be there for you. Taehyung you've saved me in more ways than you think, you're a hero in my eyes. In these past months you've been away made me realize just how much I love you, you've managed to make being with you the best time of my life filled with loving memories and a love I could have never imagined. We've loved, we've learned, we've hurt, and we've grown. There is nothing more in the world I wouldn't want to do with you. My birthday is coming up and school starts soon in America. Since the beginning of the month I've been looking around for places in L.A. online and found an apartment not too far from campus that would be perfect for us to begin our future. I hope this doesn't sound too soon but I would love if you'd come along with me to America. Our circumstances have changed drastically since Valentine's Day when we made our childish promises but it would mean the absolute world to me. Just think of it as a fresh start, a new beginning. Just you and I.....and Jinyoung too haha, he's attending USC in L.A. as well.
In this letter plane ticket enclosed for you. The address of the apartment is 6700 Almond Grove, Los Angeles.
I miss your beautiful smile. I miss your loving kisses. I miss your tender touch. I miss you.
Love, Saniya
The morning sunrises were one of my favorite things to do since my time in asylum, giving a sense of hope and recovery outside of the white padded walls.
The last five months in the asylum were a living nightmare being forced to relive my deepest and darkest fears to heal old wounds as well as opening new parts of my mind and its repressed memories, realizing that I never really got over the death of my mother and siblings (accidental or not).
I learned that the whole ordeal with Namjoon was a trigger for me, anytime I dealt with demons from my past triggered me into having some sort of relapse which opened an invitation for Taesoo, my alter ego.
I leaned on the edge of the couch staring out the large windows of the balcony letting the bright morning sun enter inside the penthouse erasing it of its dark aura that once lived here. I held onto Saniya's letter after reading it for the hundredth time.
