Socially Awkward (Camila/You) Au

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Y/N's POV

It's weird how you can find fascination in someone, even when they're doing nothing, they still seem to be amazing.

"Stop staring at me you creep," Camila turned her head towards me as I let out a soft chuckle.

"There's nothing interesting to look at though," I answered with my eyes still on her.

She playfully rolled her eyes letting out a laugh as she laid her head gently on my shoulder. She snuggled in closer while I wrapped a protective arm around her, she went back to watching kids play on the playground as I continued admiring her.

"Your birthday is in a few days," I said rubbing her shoulder.

"Yeah and I don't want you to buy me anything, you need to save your money for a apartment in Boston," she replied in somewhat a stern tone.

"My parents are paying half, I've got enough for you," I nonchalantly replied.

"I'm serious Y/N, you buy me something, we're done," she seriously said making me laugh.

"Why are you laughing? I'm deadass serious about this," it's cute when she tries to be serious.

"It's okay, there's a lot of babes in Boston," I jokingly said.

Camila suddenly lifted her head off of my shoulder and she slapped my arm really hard.

"Ow! Babe that was a joke!" I exclaimed while holding my arm.

"You can't joke about that!" She exclaimed while giving me a glare.

I rolled my eyes and pulled her into a hug which she was reluctant to, but warmed up to it and hugged me back tighter.

"Loosen up a bit, you know I'd never leave you," I softly said kissing the top of her head.

"You better not," she spoke into my neck earning another eye roll from me.

"You'll visit me in Boston, right?" I looked down at her as she pulled away from my neck.

"Of course. You'll visit me here in Miami?" Her hopeful eyes were bright.

"Of course, I mean I kinda have to, my parents are here," I nonchalantly shrugged, "but of course I'd come back for you," I softly smiled at her.

"Why do you have to love music so much?" She groaned and rested her head on my shoulder once again.

"I love you," I stated.

"But not enough to stay, right?"

"Camila..." I sighed in frustration.

"It's true-"

"This hard for me too Camila, you don't think I've contemplated on throwing my scholarship away, huh? I have, but I have to think about it, my parents can't afford the tuition, even if it was spilt. That school is really expensive and this is my only chance to make sure I have a good future, a good future for you and me Mila, a future where we aren't financially struggling and living in a run down apartment." I blurted out.

There was a brief moment of silence before her angelic soft voice spoke up.

"You see a future with me? One where we're living together?" She quietly asked with a small smile.

"Of course I do Camila, it was in my Christmas gift when I told I don't see myself with anybody but you. If I didn't see a future with you I would've broken up with you ages ago," I answered.

I placed my hand on her cheek as I caressed it gently while losing myself in her eyes once again, "do you trust me?"

Camila placed her hand on top of mine as she let out a small content sigh, "I do trust you, I just don't like being away from you, I really want you here with me and I want to experience everything with you."

"It's going to be hard leaving,"

"It's going to be hard to watch you leave,"