Difficult relationship

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Jesse

I sat on the porch just watching her house. It's seems so far away, yet it just across the street. "Just call her" I turn and see Henry standing at the door shirtless. He started looking across the street to. "It's been a week since she left"

I glance down at the liquor I had in my hand. "I can't.. I didn't even go see her off. She probably hates me" I say then down what I had left in my cup. I felt the liquor hit me hard. "I need to do something deeper then that"

I stood up and jogged across the street. Just as I knocked on the door Ashley comes out with a disgusted look. "What?"

"Where's the boat stopping next?" I asked as calmly as I could. Her face softened when she saw that Henry is outside.

"Paris is there next stop" her voice cracked, they must've stopped talking. She closed the door and locked it. Well damn.. what I do?

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My Hang over hit me hard the next day at school. "If you had one hour on earth left what would you do with it" mr.handcock asked. No one volunteered so he looked at me. "What would you do"

I smile as I sit up straight. "If I had one hour to live I'd spend it in this classroom" a smile appears on his face. "Because it feels like an eternity in here" but his smile quickly faded.

"Get out!" He says as he points at the door. I pack my things and leave. It doesn't feel the same without her here anyway.

I walk into an empty computer room and start looking for plane tickets. "Paris?" I hear from behind me. I turn and see Lisa long orange hair, her freckles were spreading more and more by the day.

"Uh no" I shut down the computer. I have all the information I need to make her happy again. "Now leave me be" I stand and start to walk off.

She grabs my shoulder. "You actually think she'll want you after she reads that?" You could hear the ruthlessness in her voice. She moves in closer to me and whisper "a killer?"

My body tenses up. "Back off Lisa" I shrug her off of me. "Stay away from me from now on" I grab onto the handle.

"Has she contacted you since she left? Has she tried to get in touch with you? She's probably kissing on somebody else right now.." I tried to stop everything within me to not put my hands on her, but she's right.. I don't know what she's doing.

I turn and walk towards her. I grab her hips and brung them close to me. "You accept me?" As I look into her eyes. I moved hair out of her face and started to lean in. "Do you?" I ask as I watch our lips almost meet. "Y-yes" she says with her voice weakened. It's like her body melted into my arms. Her eyes closed, and she leaned in to.

A smile appears on my lips. "If you can I know she can" I whisper as I pull away. She grabbed me but my upper shirt and smashed my lips onto hers. "What are you-"

She put her hands over my mouth. She leans down towards my pants and takes them off. "I want you" she drops my pants and comes back up. "Right here, right now" she grabs onto my strap and puts it inside. "Fuck me" she begs as she puts her head back. One time couldn't hurt... right?

I start to move slowly as her moans start to grow. She grips onto the computer top, as I go deeper and harder. "Is this what you want?" I whispered into her ear as my hands travel up her body. She looked into my eyes moaning my name oh so gracefully. "Jeeseee" damn.. my hand traveled onto her neck, suddenly I felt something.. I never felt this before.