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SKIPPING
"i don't see why i should smile when there's no reason."

"i'm just gonna leave school and go to starbucks 'til first period end" i mumble to myself.

i've never skipped school but this was too much to endle. if i go back to school now i will have a mental break down and i would really appreciate an hot chocolate to comfort me. my mom's gonna kill me but i don't care at the moment i want to forget what i've just seen. i have second period with gaten and he's not in this class so i'm gonna be ok gaten is gonna take care of me, make me laugh and all that things that makes me love him.

i finally reach the Starbucks. staring at my reflection in the store front i realize that my eyes are all red and puffy but i don't care i need to drink this hot cholate i've been thinking of all the journey so i dry the tears resting on my cheeks and walk in.
some people look at me with fake pity in their eyes, something who should make me feel backed but just make me feel like shit.
did i look this fucked up?

anyway, i'm just gonna ignore this looks and order. when i come toward the cashier she give me the look that i needed, a look who show support and care not a fake one this time.

"hey, don't look at them, we all have bad days." she tell me, i look at her badge seeing that she's named sophia. this name suits her a lot.

"thank you, i guess it's a really bad day then with the way they stares at me." i chuckle.

"do you want me to tell them to look away?" she kindly propose.

"no don't worry i don't really care anymore. i like your hair." i complimente her.

"oh my god thank you i love yours"

sophia is really pretty i have to admit, her ginger hair is shorter than mine (something i've rarely seen on a girl before), she had light blue eyes and freckles. i wish i was as beautiful as her. i'm sure if i looked like her he would still be with me but i'm way too ugly for him to want me, i don't even know why he dated me in the first place.

"sooo, what do you want to drink or eat?" she asked me, making me realize that i was lost in my though for too long now.

"oh yeah, i'm sorry. can i have a hot chocolate please?"

"yeah of course, at wich name?" i'm so stupid why didn't i thought of giving her my name sooner?

"millie, how much does it cost?"

"it's on me, you can have it for free, i just want to see you smile ok?"

she's just so nice.

"oh my, thank you" i smile at her she then give me my chocolate i tell her bye and go sit in the back of the shop.

i know what happens when i'm alone lost in my though so i just decide to go open my messages. i have six from sadie and one from gaten.

sadie👯: babe?? where are you?? peyton just send me a text saying that you run out of the class!!
08:17 am

sadie👯: babe!!!! i'm worried answer me please :(
08:20 am

sadie👯: i just want to know if you're okay boo, is it "him"??? did he talked to you or something??
08:21 am

sadie👯: i promise you if he did something to you i'll beat his ass.
08:21 am

sadie👯: please answer!!
08:23 am

sadie👯: omg i hope nothing happened to you.
08:23 am

i decide to text her asap.

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