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HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND
"did miss cutie just told me i was sweet?"
3 a.m again.
i'm crying, again.
i don't know what to do i don't want to feel like this anymore.
an idea pop into my head.
"that's a really bad idea" i tell myself.
but when did i ever listened to myself?
i put my finger at the side of my phone, pressing the "on" button. the metal of it feeling so cold as i touch it.
i see my phonescreen, a photo of me and sadie at disneyland eating ice cream. i smile at the picture.
i unlock my phone and go in my contacts. should i?
i shouldn't but i don't want my friends to know that i'm awake because they will understand that i'm not feeling good, they know 3 am is a special hour for me.
i wake up at the sound of a knock at my window.
"what's the fuck" i whisper-yell.
i look at my phone: 3 am.
i open my window to see romeo my boyfriend.
"romeo what are you doing here?"
"i need to tell you something" he say, entering into my bedroom.
"what is it?"
he sit on my bed tapping next to him for me to sit.
"millie, i know it's been only two month that we're dating and we're really young, but i think- no i'm sure that... i love you millie."
my eyes went wide.
"i-i-i love you too romeo."
closing my eyes, i let a tear roll down my cheek. i look at my contacts one last time before clicking on "starbucks boy☕".
my phone ring a couple times before i hear a voice.
"hi?"
"morning voice i see" i chuckle.
"more 3 am voice" he laugh.
he's laugh is cute.
millie no.
"soooo, why are you calling me this late?" he ask.
"i don't really know. i wanted to talk to someone i guess."
"oh i thought you were gonna propose me to be your "make out buddy"." he mimicked me.
"oh my god shut up no! i was feeling really bad yesterday it was word vomit!" i giggle.
"but you wanted to make out with me?" i could feel him smirking.
"shut up!" i laugh, it feels like if i wasn't crying 5 minutes ago.
"ok but, more seriously. why was yesterday a bad day?" he ask his voice more gentle.
"i-i-uh... i'm..." tears start falling again i feel so stupid crying right now.
"oh my- i'm sorry i didn't want to make you cry! please don't cry..."
"i-i'm sorry" i dry my tears with my pyjamas' sleave.
"don't be, listen cutie i'm not here to make you feel bad so if you don't want to tell me don't." he say kindly.
"thank you... i feel so dumb crying in front of you..."
"don't! i'm not gonna judge you."
"thanks you're really sweet." i say my voice almost in a whisper at the end.
"whatt? did miss cutie just told me i was sweet?" he joke.
"oh shush!" i giggle.
"i totally look like a mess because of you, i have tears but i laugh i look like a freaking creep." i chuckle looking at myself in the mirror in front of my bed.
"i'm sure you look gorgeous."
i stared at my phone, my eyes wide and my mouth open. did he just called me... "gorgeous".
no millie you can't start developing feelings for another boy remember what happened with the last one.
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make out buddy » fillie
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