You (Conflict of Emotion)

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Thursday
29th of Oct.

Dear You,

I saw you in your locker today surrounded by your flock of friends. You were laughing at what Cynthia Baker said to you close to your ears. (Jealous much!) Your best friends Steve and Louis came next to you and said something that you looked at my direction (or to me?). In my field of vision, I saw you talking and laughing with matching hand gestures and sometimes pointing at my direction (or to me?).

Anyway, the bell rang and we have the opposite direction to go to. We met in the hallway and you stopped and asked me if I am okay. I looked at you and smile saying that I'm okay but am I okay?

See, you are so...friendly? concern to others? selfless? commendable? I don't know what the exact word is but a lovable trait nonetheless.

You know what? I scolded my self too often to stop having these feelings towards you coz I know that it is very futile. In my mind,  deep down I know that my feelings for you may not be reciprocated but sometimes it motivates me to move on with my life and your presence alone makes me happy.

On the other hand, my heart said that my feelings for you are just a secret that no one knows (except Hyun) and I am free to admire you from afar and you being my motivation to strive more in my life.

Talking of conflict of emotion huh? Then welcome to my world!

From,
Me

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