You (After Effect)

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Wednesday
25th of Nov.

Dear You,

I'm feeling tired easily, I'm not my usual self anymore. I passed a note to my teacher in PE telling him about my condition and he looked at me with pity while excusing me with the sports part and he suggested I be in his class even though I'll not participate in the games.

I still work in the cafe coz I needed the money very much but I know that time will come that I'll stop coz it will take a toll on my performance.

I know you know something. I caught you looking at me for a very long time and you have that look in your eyes - mixed emotion that I don't know the meaning of - and that it scares me to know 'that you know'!

Do I want you to know? Yes and No.

Yes, coz I don't want to hide anything from you and I felt guilty when I lied to you.

No, coz I know you'll be pitying me and I don't like that. I want you to know and befriend me in a good way not with befriended me coz you know something about my illness. You get me right?

But during our lunchtime, the look on your face tells me you know something. I just looked at you in my line of vision and I just want to confirm that you are looking at me, and indeed you are. You are scaring me right now and I don't like this feeling.

From,
Me

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