Story of You & Me

Me (Wish)

Thursday
12th of Nov.

Dear You,

As always, I was eager to see you in school. It's like your presence has a calming effect in it and I craved to see you even just a glimpse then all of the tiredness that I felt vanished.

I saw you: at the parking lot, entering the door to the school, in the hallway, in your locker, in the school canteen, the gym and during classes as I passed your room.

During this time: I saw you smile, laugh at some jokes with your friends, eating your lunch, be serious and feel free, and scolded by the teacher for being mischievous.

I wished to Almighty God that you'll be who you are for the days ahead. I mean, free from worries and be happy all the time. I wish that you'll find the perfect girl for you who makes you smile and who will support you in anything that you'll do. I wish you good luck in life and be successful in your chosen career.

Then...

I wish I can be courageous to tell you what I feel about you. That I can be the girl that is the right for you if given a chance... I wish I'll be by your side when we graduate or when you receive a mail telling you that you've been accepted in your chosen school. Be there when you first start to go to college, be on a date, when you compete in international competition in swimming or when you fail your exam or when you didn't finish your project on time, had our 1st year anniversary as a couple, when you get a dog or when you ask me to marry you, have our own house, when we have our first baby, when we watch our sons or daughters grow up, go to school, married and then when we grow old together... BUT... that's all it ever will be..wishful thinking!

For now, I want to beat this cancer so that I can continue to live my life and love you from afar.

From,
Me