Twin's Effect ( Book on Hold)

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Punish me,
I've been a bad girl
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{ Shay's POV }

I got a text from Ethan saying he wanted to see me right after school I trembled looking at the text making my way off the campus walking down the street. For a minute my heart started to pound rapidly as I searched whatever I could find before spilling everything out on him. Like, what if he doesn't accept this pregnancy and what if I made a mistake by hurting him the day Eric knocked him out.

So many unbelievable and recognizable thoughts rushed through my membrane as I catch a number 4. Bus heading east. I wasn't sure of what to even say when I get there or even comprehend about him being in the first place.

I openly positioned my books across my lap while clenching down on my purse looking out the window. As a girl all I ever wanted to be was a pharmacist and be a mother to my kids and wife to my future husband. Not that it couldn't happen or anything but if I had to be honest with my one self in this neighborhood I don't think Ethan will ever married a girl like me.

Certainly not from Compton

I sigh each time the bus makes a stop, it had felt like a whole hour as I tap my feet on the hard floor along the bus pavement before it moved off once again. Each stop was getting to me, the closer we got the more I felt my chest starting to burn.

Luckily I had music on my cassette listening to some old R& B music. I replayed one of my favorite songs from Mary J Blige while closing my eyes rocking my head side to side. Truthfully this was the only way to block out my thoughts from rushing down on me. As I sang along to the words of her song repeating every single word as if he was standing right in front of me with those dark almond
brown almond shape eyes staring into my soul.

You are my everything

You are my everything

You
my everything

Everything

Everything

Everything

It's all because of you

I'm never sad and blue

You've brightened up my day

In your own special way

Whenever you are around

I'm never feeling down

You are my trusted friend

On you I can depend

As the song went on and on as my life depended on it I felt another upcoming stop which was my stop. I grabbed my books in a hurry walking out of the heated sweaty bus walking few more blocks. The wind blew my my hair to the opposite side of my face as I continued to chew on my strawberry gum.

" Hey Beautiful " some street walk called as I took my head phones off my head walking up the steps to the hospital.