Twin's Effect ( Book on Hold)

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I still imagine what
might Have been if you
Would have been a child
In my arms instead of
A child in my heart - Unknown

~ Shay POV ~

I laid in my bed fast asleep with the sting at the side of my lower abdomen as Ethan arms wrapped around me breathing into my neck.

I coldly hugged the sheet tighter and tighter with a small groan that released from my lips. It wasn't the pain I was used to so I rocked my body back and forth until Ethan finally woke.

For a minute I could hear him cursed under his breath as I bit my lower lips with eyes closed and eyes furrowed together, I couldn't take it no more, I had to rush the bathroom hopefully if then I can reach it by the intense pain that I am.

I made my way slowly out of his grip walking to bathroom, usually I swear in between my legs so I didn't expect much until I switch the light out screaming on top of my lungs.

Cat, lights, dogs and lights turned on into the neighborhood as Ethan rushed into the bathroom next to my mother.
" I'm bleeding Ethan" I cried looking down my thighs

He was scared so much he didn't move , he just stood there staring until my mom tapped his shoulders shifting his thoughts back together.

" imma get some rags and towels , in the mean time Ethan call the ambulance " I heard her instructed.

I didn't want him out of my site but I guess I needed to get check upon ad soo as possible, knowing something is wrong with my baby. After waiting on her she soaked the rags in hot water and assist me as Ethan paced the floor back and forth on the phone with the per medics.

" Did you call them ?" I could hear my step father asked him.

I wasn't sure what was said after cause it got quiet after but I guess he's just hurt as I am.

The per medics arrived about twenty minutes after we called, they put me on a stretcher as Ethan walked with them rolling me out and into the back of the ambulance.

" Are you coming sir ?" One of the Emergency Team asked.

" Yes I am " he hopped on still holding my hand as they put oxygen bag over my noise to keep me awake.

After blacking out for five minutes which I thought it was about that I laid right up in the bed with my eyes open staring at him. He'd look like he was crying for awhile as his eyelashes flicker up in the air soaking with the fragmentation of his tears, his eyes were really pink, something I have never seen from him before, he sniffed into the tissue once in awhile. I guess he was unaware that I was awake staring at him.

" Ethan ?" I mumbled as he fixed his burning hot red eyes into my soul.

Suddenly I tear fell down my cheek. That's all he had to say and I knew I lost our baby, he was so broken that the veins popped out right on his forehead and nose naught running down furiously.

" I'm sorry " I mouthed as my voice cracked.

He rushed to me hugging me so tight I could feel his bones, he wanted that baby just as I did but it was more loving yet hurt fully knowing the person you love can be able to feel what a girl like would first experience my miscarriage.