Changes

CHAPTER 7

Hey! What up? This is a continuation of the last chapter, if I'm a bit confusing, leave a comment I'll explain it as best as I can. Alright. Lets get this thing going.

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~Eddy's POV~

As I walked out of English class, I put on my music. My iPod right away began to play a song. I hummed to the music softly and sang the words in my head.

 

I haven't lost my mind

I am picking up the pieces

Of the past you left behind

I walked to my locker and put in the combination and opened my locker. I replaced my english book with a biology book. I shut my locker and walked down the hallway towards my class. 

I don't need your condescending

Words about me looking lonely

I don't need your arms to hold me

Cause misery is waiting on me

I got to class and sat down. I just laid my head down on my arms so no one would bother me.

I am not alone

Not beaten down just yet

I am not afraid

Of the voices in my head

Down the darkest road

Something follows me

I am not alone

Cause misery loves my company

Misery loves my company

I couldn't help but feel a tad bit of irony at these words. For so long, when I was little, my family thought I was becoming depressed. I was miserable, at best...

Leave me in the cold

You better run away

I'm gonna dig a hole

And bury all the memories we've made

I hated everyone. I hated how I was always there for them, but as soon as I needed them, they turned on me. I became so hateful. I wanted to remove all of my memories of any good times I had with them. I wished the worst would happen to them.

I don't need your condescending

Words about me looking lonely

I don't need your arms to hold me

Cause misery is waiting on me

Soon, I shut everyone out. And then they finally cared. They finally noticed I wasn't letting up. But by the time they realized how much I hated them, there was no going back. They finally gave me the support I wanted in the beginning, but I no longer wanted it. I didn't need it anymore...