Gundham Tanaka x Reader One Shots - DISCONTINUED.

Still Jealous

(Read Jealousy to understand this part, thank you)

You sighed as you stared at your phone re-reading everything Gundham had typed to you. You were nervous to see him, but you texted him where you were and waited for his response. With a simple "I'm on my way"  from him, you sat there below the tree frozen in anticipation for the breeder. You debated on just running, but you knew you can't hide from this forever. Why even hide? It's not like this was something super serious. It was your emotions, not you trying to hide from someone who was plotting to kill you. You mentally prepared yourself for rejection as you watched the crows cawing at each other bouncing around the graves. He did say he doesn't  like Sonia in 'that' way, so was there going to be rejection? He also did state that you meant everything to him, so there was a spark of hope within you.

What do you even say when he gets here? 'Oh hey, what's up? So you got my text, wanna hang out?'  You mentally face palmed. Why was this so hard? Hamster Boi has got you all fucked up. You didn't even mean for anything you texted to blurt you, it just did. You were originally going to suffer in silence and never tell him how you felt, but that plan got fucked over now didn't it? Cats out of the bag and now you're just sitting, waiting for the truth. The crows suddenly turned their little heads towards faint crunching of leaves and when you looked up to where the noises came from, your heart was bouncing in your throat. You saw Gundham approaching you, his eyes stern, expression serious as always.  'Fuck..'

I felt my powers threatening to surface with my panic before I began some deep breathing. Wouldn't want to greet him with sending him airborne across the graveyard now would you? That would not end well. As he finally approached you, you slowly looked up at him as he sat down about a foot from you. He cleared his throat and gave you a small nod as you faintly nodded back at him. Awkward silence spread through the air like a virus when normally it was never awkward just sitting with him quietly, but given the circumstances you wanted this to end as quickly as possible. As a soothing crisp breeze blew by making your H/L H/C hair dance against the side of your face, he quietly cleared his throat again. "I apologize Y/N." His voice was low and you felt a jolt of electricity shoot down your spine. You loved  his voice, it always made you weak in the knees. "For what?" You asked back softly as your fingers nervously played with a loose string on your jeans. His brows furrowed as he glanced at you and then closed his eyes while he crossed his arms. "I have hurt you and I am ashamed of myself for doing so."

You looked at him and blinked. He was ashamed for hurting you? Now you felt guilty for making him feel this way. "Gundham, please don't blame yourself. It's really my fault, I let my emotions get the best of me and I took it out on you, it was wrong." You paused as you sighed quietly, his eyes opened as he looked at you. "I'm sorry." You whispered quietly, but his ears heard you. There was another silence, but your thoughts were agonizingly loud. "Tell me Y/N." He suddenly said almost making you jump. "What are your feelings for me?" He asked with his face dusted a light pink as he looked away from you, his eyes now focusing on the crows but his ears very much focused on your voice.

'Oh fuck....well, I pretty much just told him over text, but what could go wrong besides everything?'  You slowly inhaled the chilly air as if it was your final breath before releasing it through cold parted lips. Your eyes fell to your lap as you had to swallow a few times to get your throat to stop being so dry. "I.....I like you, a lot." You whispered, not hearing anything besides your heart beat loudly pulse in your ears. You were so fucking nervous right now, but at the same time you almost felt a relief that you finally got it out, that you finally told him. It was a slight lie however, you loved him, but you didn't want to scare him off too bad. It was still, even the crows had paused their song and stared at you two with their little heads cocked to the side in curiosity. Or they knew more than you did and were just quietly observing. Gundham, his face now a deeper shade of pink looked right at you, nervous as Hell as he fidgeted with his scarf. "I-I am pleased to hear that." He stuttered quietly and your eyes suddenly widened a bit. Wait, he's happy? Sure he had to have suspected you liked him from the text messages, right?

"You're...happy?" You asked him and he nodded, still avoiding your eyes as he had up to his nose covered with his scarf. You heard little squeaks coming from it and knew it was his Deva's. "Why are you happy about this?" You asked with genuine interest. He swallowed hard before he rushed his sentence together, but you didn't hear any of it except mumbled gibberish. "What?" You asked again and he cursed himself for being so embarrassed. "I-I said that, I am pleased because I too feel the same way for you." You just stared at him and blinked. 'Wait, he likes me too? What the fuck seriously?'  He was still half way hidden in his scarf as he nervously glanced at you. "I-Is this alright, Y/N?" 

You mentally grabbed his shoulders and shook him yelling 'NO SHIT CAPTAIN ANIMAL' but on the outside you just nodded shyly. "Yes, of course." After you said that, there was another silence, but this one wasn't so bad. Once he finally let his scarf down just a bit so he could breath through his nose properly, he shifted on the ground while avoiding your eyes. "Does this mean, that you will do me the honors of being my Queen of Darkness?" He was so nervous you thought he was going to have a heart attack. You felt your heart hammering as the tips of your lips perked upwards in a small smile. "Only if you're my King of Darkness." He nodded, stealing a glance at you as he again hid his red face with his scarf. "Anything for you, my Fallen Angel."

SOOO sorry this was delayed! Every time I went to type it, I didn't like it and re-wrote it. Hope everyone likes it and thank you all so much again for reading! <3