Gundham Tanaka x Reader One Shots - DISCONTINUED.

Ghoulish

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WARNING: GORE AND BLOOD IS IN THIS CHAPTER. DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERED.

Life for you wasn't easy. It wasn't normal either. You felt like every day and night you were walking on egg shells, because so many things could go wrong so quickly within a blink of an eye. You were a ghoul. Your boyfriend, was a human. You've managed to keep this secret from him for almost a whole year because honestly, you were terrified to tell him. Who wouldn't be? It's not like you can look at him and say "oh dude by the way, I eat people. Nom Nom." Yeah, not going to go so well. Gundham, your boyfriend, may be dark himself and has many interests in even darker things, but this may even scare him off and if you loose him, you will loose yourself.

You both were very much in love and even though he says he would accept you no matter what, flaws and all, this was a bit over the top. Going out to eat with him has proven difficult a few times, human food is absolutely horrendous, though over the years you have mastered the skills of making it look like you actually eat it even though you just swallow it. Of course, it has to come back up and it's not pretty when you have to puke out such putrid food. You're constantly worried about Gundham and whenever he walks anywhere alone you are always in the shadows where he can't see you. If another ghoul, or anyone for that matter tried to attack him, you were ready to strike and defend him with your life.

Hunger has been a bigger issue as of late, trying to force yourself not to eat at all hoping it would make you feel more normal, but that's clearly not working. With each growl of your stomach you almost double over in pain as the hunger you feel is twisting your insides. 'I have to eat...but I....'  You winced at another painful growl from your stomach as you turned into the dark alleyway, the moon high in the sky as you had to rest a hand on the clammy brick wall for support. 'I...I can't fight it anymore..'  Sensing a nearby presence, you looked up into the night sky and sniffed the air. 'A human...'  Your stomach twisted as if it was begging you to go and devour this person, they smelled delicious and it was driving you mad.

As you stumbled down the alleyway you could feel your E/C eyes slowly begin to fog over a black and red as saliva was filling your mouth and wetting your lips at the appetizing smell of flesh. 'It's a male..'  Picking up speed on the dampened cement, you saw the figure of your next meal walking minding his own business through the alley. Why he decided to take this way, you didn't know, but it was not a good idea for him. Without any more hesitation you bolted towards the man at inhumane speed slamming into his back and easily taking him down. He screamed, but it was quickly cut off as massive red long appendages shot out from your back and charged right into the back of his neck, killing him.

His screaming faded to him choking and gurgling his own blood as you were blinded by hunger, it taking over you. Quickly you grabbed the mans corpse flinging him over on his back as your hands dug into his stomach bursting open his flesh, your sharpened nails easily slicing through his organs and ripping them out. You didn't even blink as his warm blood sprinkled your face as you began to shove his entrails into your mouth, your teeth chomping down on the organs practically slurping down his liver. Blood was drizzling from your lips and trickling down to your now scarlet stained shirt, your dirty red nails and fingers dug deeper into the mains now almost hollow chest breaking his ribs in the process as you ate everything not wasting a single bite.

Your kagune was still released from your back as you slurped up the blood on your fingers, before you finally sighed in relief as your hunger was now under control. You were panting from the adrenaline and your instincts to kill before another scent in the air made you freeze. Slowly you turned your head to look over your bloody shoulder and your red and black eyes met with horrified and shocked grey and red ones. 'No..'  Gundham was standing there looking shocked and terrified as he watched the scene unfold before him. There you were covered in blood hovering over a mutilated corpse, blood dripping through your teeth and down your face, kagune out in the open from your back. "G-Gundham?" You said in horror as he slowly swallowed using the wall for support as he almost lost his balance.

"Y/N? Is this, is this truly you?" His voice was breathless, pure shock taking over his body. You slowly stood to your feet as you turned to face him and your heart plummeted as you watched him take a step back. 'He's afraid of me...'  This was what you feared the most. "Gundham, wait please!" You were pleading fearing he would run from you, but he stayed put, eyes never leaving your bloody form. "I wanted to tell you, but I couldn't! I don't want to be like this, but I have no choice!" The air was heavy now and you were trembling trying to hold in a sob. He had calmed down slightly as you pleaded, inhaling a deep breath. "Y/N...I.....I am quit shocked...You are a ghoul? I would have much preferred you confided this information to me rather than me witnessing it." You lowered your head looking down at your blood soaked hands and arms.

"I'm sorry...P-Please don't leave me.." Your eyes were turning back to their normal color as your kagune was retreating back inside your back to remain dormant again. Gundham had begun to slowly walk towards you, his heart still beating fast from the sudden disturbance.  No doubt he had to take time to process this, but he couldn't just leave you. "Y/N, I will not lie that I am indeed frightened, but I shall overcome this. I had made a vow to love you unconditionally and that will never change." Despite your appearance at the moment, he had rested a hand on your cheek, you looking up at him with tear filled eyes. "I accept what you are and I do not love you less." You were floored. He was taking this so well and you were more than grateful to have him as your lover. "I love you.." You whispered trying not to burst into tears. He ran his thumb along your cheekbone giving you a small smile, regardless of the bit of fear he was still feeling. "And I love you, my precious little ghoul."

THAT GOT FLUFFY? I DON'T KNOW XD <3 I hope this was okay! I love Tokyo Ghoul <___< THANK YOU ALL FOR READING <3