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WARNING: THERE IS SUICIDE ATTEMPTS IN THIS CHAPTER. DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERED.
You sat on your bed of your little cottage, your body still trembling as the tears refused to stop. You didn't even think someone could hold so much tears in their body, but boy were you wrong. You haven't left your room or eaten in three days. You just didn't care anymore. You had nothing left to live for. The one thing that gave you any motivation to survive this Killing Game was gone and you were filled with so much fucking despair that you didn't have the will anymore to keep on living. Gundhams execution kept replaying in your head like a sick twisted horror movie and each time you tried to sleep you would wake up screaming in agony because that's all that filled your dreams. Was him being trampled to death.
You shook as your fingers curled against your scalp, pulling your H/C hair in anger and sorrow. Over the time you have been here Gundham was the one you grew close to, he was the one you fell in love with and you had no idea he had felt the same way for you until he confessed right before he was to be executed. Not only that, but he sacrificed himself to save everyone, him and Nekomaru. They never wanted to hurt anyone, but they cared more about everyone else here than themselves and you couldn't stand it. You would have died for Gundham, but instead, he died for you. You clenched your eyes shut so tight until they hurt, burning as more tears slipped from your eyelids.
Millions of tears were streaming down your face, black mascara and eyeliner smeared across your cheeks as you gripped onto Gundham, his own arms wrapped around you as one was trying to soothingly stroke your hair. "My beloved, please do not weep for me. I would have sacrificed myself a thousand times to save you." His deep voice was strong, but filled with pain. You didn't want to let go of him. Of course everyone else around you two were angry and hurt, but what could you all do now? His fate was sealed. "N-No...please.." You wept as you clung to him with your face in his chest as he tightened his strong arms around you before he gently pulled away just slightly to grab your shoulders and look down at your sorrow filled face. His eyes were glossy, holding in his own tears and emotions as he sniffed quietly. "Y/N, I wish it did not have to come to this, to my demise, for me to confess how I feel about you.." Your eyes slightly widened as he swallowed quickly, nervously, but he knew if it wasn't now, he wouldn't get the chance again.
"I am no expert at expressing my emotions, but before I go I must tell you that I...that you have conquered the darkness in my cursed heart and I have fallen in love with you." His voice died to a whisper at the end of his confession, but you still heard him. This only made you sob harder, your whole body shaking. "G-Gundham.... I love you too." You confessed through your now violent sobbing as you swung your arms around his neck as he pulled you into him again by your waist. Burying his face in your hair he inhaled your scent as if committing it to memory before he had to pull away. As he did, he gathered the rest of his courage and kissed you on the lips, all of his love pouring into that passionate and final kiss. You were begging Monokuma to execute you instead, but he wasn't having any of it. Gundham rested a gentle hand on your cheek and smiled sadly, his tear filled eyes staring into yours. "Please Y/N, my beautiful Goddess, live for me. We will be reunited in another life.." He kissed you again before he had to walk away, closing his eyes tightly as a few tears escaped listening to your loud sobbing for him to come back.
"IIIIITTT'S PUNISHMENT TIME!" Monokuma had yelled and throughout the whole execution you were screaming in agony, violently sobbing as Hajime and Kazuichi had to hold you back from running to Gundham. You wanted to punch and kick them, but you didn't have the energy. You had to watch the only man you love get trampled, all the while that fucking asshole bear was grinning and laughing. As Gundham laid on the ground bleeding from his head and mouth, his teary eyes met yours as he mouthed. "I love you" before he fell silently, then ascending above into the sky. "NOOOOOO!" You screamed so loud until you threw out your voice. You couldn't even talk your throat was so raw and voice nonexistent. He was gone and you felt like half of you was now gone as well.
You ignored Hajime and the others always knocking on your door trying to give you food or checking on you. You didn't want them. You wanted Gundham. So now you will be with him. You had a large pill bottle of sleeping pills to help you slumber at night, and now they were really going to help you sleep. After emptying the bottle, the pills now in your system, you laid down on the floor in the bathroom sobbing, not even having the energy to crawl to your bed. As you cried images of Gundham and yourself flashed through your head quickly, your eyes began to close as your body became numb. You were going to see him again.
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"I WILL NOT ASK YOU AGAIN! WHO HAS TAKEN HER LIFE!?" Gundham was furious, livid. Hajime had been able to wake everyone up from their pods in the real world from the killing game and when Gundham had awoken (Deva's back in his scarf as they waited for their master to awaken) he saw your body in your pod and was not happy. Almost everyone was awake and Hajime sighed as he looked down at the floor with sad eyes. "No one killed her Gundham, she..." He paused and looked up at the breeder sadly. "...She killed herself." Gundham's eyes widened in absolute shock as he shook his head taking a step back near your pod. "What!? Nonsense! Y/N would never do such a sinful thing!" Hajime sighed as Fuyuhiko crossed his arms as he shook his head sadly. "She did commit suicide... After you 'died' she lost it. She wanted to be with you and there was nothing we could do to prevent that."
Gundham fell silent. You killed yourself for him? To be with him? He swallowed quickly as he rubbed his eyes trying to keep himself together. Suddenly your pod opened behind him causing him to spin around and hurry over towards you, instantly crouching so he could be closer to you. "Y/N?" He said quietly in his deep voice. You winced quietly as your E/C eyes slowly opened, squinting at the newfound light until you saw Gundham, your eyes widening. "Gundham.." You whispered as you instantly starting crying. He smiled sadly and rested a hand on your head softly before he helped you sit up. Your arms instantly wrapped around his shoulders as his own were around your waist. Burying his face in your neck he sighed in relief, he was so happy to be holding you again, so happy to see you. You quietly cried into his shoulder, him whispering sweet and soothing things in your ear. "Do not cry my beloved. I am here and we can finally be together now."
You nodded as you pulled away just enough to look up at him before he leaned down and gently kissed you, your eyes closing as you instantly kissed him back ignoring the weak feeling through your body from being asleep for so long. He held onto you as if you would disappear and kissed you with such urgency that it made your heart leap into your throat. As he pulled away barely half an inch from your lips, he ghosted his against yours again and smiled. "I love you Y/N and I will continue to love you for all of eternity." You smiled kissing him again before you stayed close to his lips still. "I love you too Gundham, always."
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FanficThere is not enough of best boy Gundham Tanaka around! (Danganronpa 2) This will be a book full of one shots between him and the reader, which will be female. Sorry if that bothers anyone, but that's what I'm comfortable with. Some will take place...