Gundham Tanaka x Reader One Shots - DISCONTINUED.

Living Dead Girl

(Gorgeous artwork above is not mine)

HEY SEXIES.

This was requested by the lovely SilverStar083, thank you so much for requesting! <3

OH ALSO for some reason some people on here wanted to see what I looked like XD Uhm, anyone interested in a face reveal? <_____< I'm weird looking =DD

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ATTEMPTS WITH SUICIDE. DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERED.

Life was hard, to put it simply. You were feeling unhappy, yet at the same time you felt completely empty. You were so numb, but you could feel everything, mentally. A silent sigh escaped your lips as your E/C eyes roamed downwards to the busy streets below. You H/C hair danced along in the chilly breeze of Fall as your mind was racing a hundred miles an hour. 'Would it hurt?' 'Will it be quick?' 'What will I see?'

You stood on top of the roof of Hope's Peak Academy, enough stories up to kill you if you were to jump. Your fingertips danced along the rough surface of the ledge that stood between you and your freedom, your way out of this Hell, yet you hesitated. Why? 'Gundham..'  The Ultimate Breeder was your best friend, your only friend you felt like even though your whole class always talked to you, smiled at you. 'I still feel so alone..'  You closed your eyes briefly before opening them again as you tilted your chin up to gaze into the sky.

Clouds were forming quickly hiding the faint rays of sun as they slowly churned into a pale grey color. 'Thunderstorms? Rain? Well, that fits the mood of the day..'  You tilted your head lightly as if the clouds fascinated you, yet you really didn't give a shit. Rain? Cool. Thunderstorms? Alright. Nothing phased you anymore, not right this second. Digging your nails into the ledge as you gripped at it tightly, you inhaled a deep breath through your nose before slowly releasing it from your parted lips. 'Here goes nothing..'  Your mind was made up.

Dragging your nails along the bumpy ledge top, you gripped onto it and hoisted yourself up on it to a sitting position. Your heart was racing so fast, hammering so violently against your chest, but it was slow compared to what it does when Gundham is around. His smile, so rare and gentle, so full of love always caught you off balance and made you stutter. 'I'm going to miss him....Well, will I? I'll be dead, but it's better this way, I'm just a burden to him..'  Curling your fingers along the ledge you debated if you wanted to stand to your feet and jump or just fling yourself off from where you were sitting. You didn't even hear the door to the roof gently squeak open.

"Y/N?" A deep voice soothed your aching heart, just for a second as you slowly turned your upper half of your body to look over your shoulder. Your E/C eyes widened in fear; how did he know you were here?! "G-Gundham?" There's that fucking stuttering again that he always causes you. His brows were lowered in concern, worry and fear. He took a step forward and you felt your nails digging into the ledge again. "What are you doing? It is dangerous Y/N, please come down from there before you fall." Oh, the irony. You released a breathy chuckle which caught him off guard.

"That's what I want." His eyes widened in shock as he swallowed hard looking at you like you were absolutely insane. "W-What!?" He then took a cautious step forward sensing you were serious as he watched your body tense up with each step he made. "Y/N, please, do not do this. Talk to me." He pleaded. He was panicking, but he looked calm for the most part on the outside. You trembled as you felt the tears start to flow, you couldn't stop it. "Everything is so hard! I can't handle it! I have no future, no friends, no one....No one loves  me.." You hiccuped as you couldn't speak anymore before you hid your face in your hands.

Gundham now took this opportunity to hurry over to you and tightly embrace you towards his warm and toned body. His face was flushed red, but he was hoping you would think it was from the cold. You gave in and cried into his chest all the while he gently rubbed your back and you found that to be the most soothing gesture in the world. It's exactly what you needed right now. After letting you cry and calm down, his voice was gentle as he was now running his fingers through your silky H/C hair. "Y/N, you are wrong." You sniffled as you slowly looked up at him, his eyes gentle and caring.

"Wr-Wrong?" You asked confused as he slowly nodded. "You have the brightest of future, many mortals that fill your friendship circle, and I..." Ignoring the nerves in his body he gently wiped away a tear that dared to escape your eye as he swallowed quickly staring you right in the eyes. "I love you." Your heart was slamming so forcefully into your chest you swore he must have felt it. "Y-You love me? Why me? Are you just saying this to stop me?" He gently hushed you as he shook his head. "I would never speak such lies to a beautiful Goddess my dear Y/N. You are far too precious to me, I cannot watch you take your own life." He nervously inhaled as he rested a hand on your cheek, your eyes wide in surprise. "So will you please share your life with me? Let me help you defeat these demons that are trying so hard to destroy you." You couldn't speak. You couldn't think. For the first time you felt genuine happiness. The man you loved, loved you back. You just nodded, a rare but true smile on your lips. "Yes." You croaked before he smiled lightly, planting a loving kiss on your forehead.

BEST BOI GUNDHAM <3 I hope you enjoyed!!!