30 Days In Rehab

Day 20: Saturday

This chapter is Farrrrrr from edited so sorry yall😂

"So my doctor says im 4 months and that im having a little boy." Tee says as i stare at the ultrasound picture. I squeal and stomp my feet, "Issa junior!" I shout, a grin stretched across my face. Tee nods, "Of course. I got my first pphone call from Andrew the other day and i told him. He cried like a baby." She chuckles, "He just kept saying my baby's having my baby, my baby's having my baby." 'Her smile fades and a distant look crosses her face, "And then he got real quiet and said he was gone miss his baby's birth."

"Aww, no, he can not know that for sure! He might get out early for good behavior!"

She shakes her head, "They gave him 10 years. with good behavior, he wouldstill miss the birth, and Juniors first words, and Juniors first steps. He would miss the major things." I shake my head, "Those arent the only major things that will happen in that childs life. No matter when he gets out, he will be apart of something in that childs life. First day of elementary school, middle school, high school, college, when ya' child has a baby, when your child gets married, not in that order of course." She chuckles. "There is too many memories that he is going to be apart of and that is what you guys need to focus on. Okay?" I grab her hand as she nods and gives me a smile.

She inhales and exhales, "On a happier note, the club is comepletely finished and ready for your return."I squeal in excitement, "When is the opening day?" "Exactly one week after you are back on your feet. Which by the way, we need to start preparing for because in 10 days, you will be a free woman."

"Hopefully."

"For sure, sis."

"Not if the board thinks that my new found inner peace is only a facade."

"Well, is it? Do i need to worry about whether this is just a show for you to get out of here?" She asks cautiously. I sigh and look away before shaking my head, "No, this isnt a show. I am tired of being sad and- and im just ready to be me and im ready to find out who the real me is!" I look back to Tee to find her smiling at me, "Im glad to hear you say that because I am going to give you the opportunity of creating your new life from top to bottom."

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"Okay so yo actually arent a big fan of white?"

"Not at all, when i first got my condo it was the eaiest way to decorate it and once Chris moved in there was no option of changing it."

"So what color do you like?"

"All of them." Tee laughs at me, "So what you want a rainbow house or something?" she asks in disbelief. I shake my head, "No, i just want a bunch of colors every where." "So does that mean i should cancel the all white bens truck i had put a down payment on for you?" She asks. My eyes widen, "You put a down payment on a all white bens truck?"

"Yeah because the girl i used to know, i thought had a really big thing for white so i was like 'hey i could surprise her with a nice ass, white ass truck and she will love it!'"

"Aww Tee, i do love it-- the idea of you thinking of surprising me. But girl, get your money back. You need to save all the money you can get  because you pregnant as fuck."

"Uh uh, shut up bitch, this is not about me! This is about what kind of car i need to get you! Come on! What kind?! Mercedes, Jeep, Audi, Chrysler, what do you want? Tell me woman!"

I glance away for a second before smiling, "A 2015 Honda Coupe." Tee coughs, "Excuse, fucking, me? I know you didnt say no fucking Honda! You got hella money in your bank account and you want a damn honda?!"

"Whats wrong with a Honda?"

"Nothing, but-but-but-but you can afford a whole lamborghini--"

"I dont want a lamborghini. I just want to live a simple life  i think. Ive lived the glam life for so long; expensive cars, phones, weaves, nails, clothes. It was to impress other people and to show that i have money. But what did that get me? Nothing. So when i leave this place, i want to live the simple life, i want to live a normal life."

Tee stares at me for a second before tears appear in her eyes. "Fuck is you crying for?" I ask with a laugh. "Because its like i dont even know you anymore! And im pregnant bitch, i can cry if i want to!" I throw my head back and laugh, "Im still the same person--"

"No youre not! Next thing youll be saying you wanna wear sketcher heels instead of red bottoms!"

"Bitch dont insult me! I may not want a lot of the finer things but what do i look like co-owning a club and running aroud in sketcher heels? I should smack the hell out of you." "But bitch im pregnant!" "Is the baby in your face? No!"

"Oh dont get me fucked up, i still got these hands!" She says while grinning, standing up with her hands on her wider hips. I stand up, "And so do i!"

"So whats up then?!"

"Cant wait to tell ya son how i beat yo' ass--" Three sharp knocks sound and i turn around to find Willaby smiling us. "I don't mean to interrupt ladies, but Stephanie it is time for us to go outside."

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"So, anything you would like to talk about?" Willaby asks. I sigh and look around as the breeze flows over me. "I guess... I don't know... I'm trying to figure out who I am really. Tee is preparing things for when I'm released and everything that I used to want, or thought I used to want, isn't that appealing anymore."

"Why do you think that is?"

I shrug, "I'm not sure."

"Would you like my opinion?" he asks and I nod. "I believe that the things you found appealing are no longer appealing because subconsciously you are changing your life in more ways than one. Lets see how I can explain this. As you change the way you think, the things that used to be involved with your old way of thinking will change too. And you must embrace it."