Is There Love? sequel
Diza fanfic based mostly on Kayden and Kaitlyn's life with David and Liza as famous YouTubers. Sorry if you end up not enjoying it. I will try to put as much of Diza as I can. Also the wedding is in this. ;P
I jolted up and looked around. I saw I was still in the hospital waiting room with David, Liza, Kayden, and Nathan. I ran my hand through my hair as I realized it was all a dream. Or should I say a nightmare? Kayden had a confused look on his face that was mixed with sadness as he held his laptop.
LM-"Is she okay?"
KD-"We don't know. They haven't told us anything."
Sadness immediately took over my hold body as I leaned back into my chair.
LM-"Why do you have your laptop?"
More sadness took over his face when he looked down at it then back up at me.
KD-"Kaitlyn recorded herself before she tried to kill herself and during it all. I saw it recording and popped the card out of it before we left to go to the hospital. My laptop got here around an hours ago. I-I watched it."
Kayden handed me his laptop. I hesitated before I took it and sat it on my lap. The card was already in, all I had to do was put in headphones and press play. Kayden walked away with his family to get coffee as I dug into my pocket for my headphones. I pulled them out and put them in the laptop.
I stared at the screen for who knows how long before putting my headphones in my ears. I slowly pressed play, only to see Kaitlyn sitting on the bench at the end of her bed.
Tears fell from my eyes as I watched Kaitlyn waving around the blade. I watched her take the blade across her wrist as more tears fell from my cloudy eyes. As soon as she said she hates herself, I really wished I was dead. This is like someone torturing you over and over again. A tear streamed down my face as a tear went down hers.
She took the blade across her wrist and it broke my heart watching her do this to herself. She read the second comment and did it again.
Kaitlyn read the last tweet from Avery that said to kill herself. I started murmuring 'no' even though I knew what would happen and that she couldn't hear me.
She took the blade and held it above her stomach. I could her Kayden and I in the background trying to open her door. She took the blade straight across her stomach. Blood started to just pour out. She lied down on the ground just letting it. A minute later we came in. Trying to save her before it was to late, but we were to late to realize what was happening before she did that to herself.
*VIDEO*
LM-"Kaitlyn!"
KD-"No, no, no, no!"
LM-"Kaitlyn stay with us. You can't die on us!"
KD-"Kaitlyn please!"
Liam got out his phone and dialed 911 while Kayden called his parents. They both hung up their phones and tried to keep Kaitlyn alive.
LM-"Her heart... it's not beating."
*VIDEO OVER*
I cried watching us trying to help Kaitlyn. I cried more as I told Kayden her heart wasn't beating. I pulled out the headphones and slammed the laptop shut. I placed it in the seat next to me the placed my head in my hands. Sobbing my heart out.
A couple minutes passed and I stood up. I ran straight of the waiting room, out of the hospital, and out of the place that was killing me to be at. I looked up at the sky to only see the stars shining in the darkness. I put my hand to the necklace I gave Kaitlyn and held it. They had to take it off of her so they gave it to me. I put it on so I wouldn't lose it.
I walked over to a bench and pulled out the box. I pulled out a cigarette and lit it. I sat there just watching cars go by. I sat there thinking about how I thought I would never do this again. It's been a year since I stopped. I fell in love with Kaitlyn a year ago and I stopped because of her. I quit smoking because Kaitlyn made me feel better. Smoking was destroying my life and Kaitlyn made me realize it was. Now, I don't know if she is really right anymore.
I heard footsteps getting louder. I turned my head to Kayden walking my way. I looked back down at my feet and put the cigarette to my mouth.
KD-"Liam?"
LM-"Yeah?"
KD-"I thought you stopped because it was destroying your life."
I turned to look at him with tears in my eyes and on my cheeks.
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LM-"My life is all ready destroyed. I lost my sister when I was 12. My brother ran away when I was 13."
I stood up and dropped the cigarette as I talked. I crushed it with my foot as I walked closer to Kayden.
LM-"My parents don't give a shit about me. The only time they talk to me, is to tell me it's all my fault my 14 year old brother ran away. That it's my fault my sister died from suicide because my parents loved my brother more than the 2 of us combined. My 18 year old brother is out there somewhere. I don't know where he is. My little sister died the same wait Kaitlyn tried to kill herself when she only 11 years old. Can't you see I'm already destroyed?"
Kayden was speechless for a minute as he processed everything I just said. They never knew I had siblings. They thought I was an only child.
KD-"Liam, I'm sorry, but you can't do this to yourself. Kaitlyn needs you when she wakes up."
LM-"How do you know she will live?! Those are the exact words I heard when I was here 5 years ago. 'Liam, Claire will need you when she wakes up.'"
He was silent once again before I continued with my voice just a whisper.
LM-"She never woke up."
Kayden opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out. A tear fell down my cheek as I walked away from him. He tried calling for me, but I ignored him and kept walking.
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Sorry this is a day late. I was busy all evening yesterday and when I started to wok on it last night, my internet stopped working completely.
