Caffeine withdrawal

The good and the bad

Yoongi lays on the couch cuddled up with Taehyung. They're watching tv but Yoongi is paying more attention to the dog on his lap. Soon after they had finally seen each other for the first time in a year, Yoongi hear the jingling of a collar and the patter of paws moving against the floor. Soon a small toy poodle was in front of the two and for the second time in his life, Yoongi fell in love. Taehyung had told the older his name was holly. "I was just walking through town one day and I passed by a rescue place. I felt particularly lonely that day and thought why not. When I saw him I just thought how much you would love her and adopted him immediately. I guess I wasn't wrong." He had told him that day.

Even after a couple of days Yoongi is inseparable from the pup, not that he ignores Taehyung of course. The two of them practically treat holly like their child, what with all the cooing and love they throw his way. Holly has made their reunion much less awkward and if anything, Taehyung and Yoongi feel like they love each other even more than they did before.

As they cuddle on the couch Taehyung flips through channels trying to find something good to watch. As he flicks past the news channel Taehyung groans. "God damn it. I hate this." When Yoongi looks up at the tv to see what Taehyung is talking about his smile fades away. Yoongi knew very well the news would catch on about him coming back to Korea but the fact they were so quick about it was still annoying. He sighs as he sees the pictures on screen, one of him walking out of the bighit building and one of him kissing Taehyung. It's stressful seeing the second photo, knowing how this kind of stuff is handled here in Korea. Yoongi remembers how much Korea used to silence such things and while it had lessened it still wasn't a fun topic to be spoken about on the news.

"After a year of being away from Korea Min Yoongi better know as former member of Cypher, Suga returns. He was seen coming out of the bighit company building, where was once under contract. Could he be returning to the music industry or is he back only for a lover? Pictures have also been spreading on twitter of him and model Kim Taehyung kissing and hugging. What will we see next from this man?" Taehyung turns the tv off after that. "I swear no one can stay out business that isn't theirs." He mumbles. Yoongi shrugs not being able to bring himself to care. "Korea has become more accepting, I'm sure it won't be too big of a deal." He mumbles trying to focus more on holly than the situation at hand. "You have a point. On the bright side I don't have to keep myself from kissing you in public now, no sense in hiding what people already know."

They both chuckle and look up at each other. "You know I saw this cute piano for dogs, imagine holly playing on a little piano." Taehyung smiles wider at the older, something about the change in his tone sounds so adorable to him. "Aish what am I going to do with two adorable babies in my life!" He says. "Yah I'm not a baby!" The older argues but Taehyung still smiles. "Whatever you say hyung, just remember you'll always be my baby." Yoongi can't hide the blush that forms on his face when hearing this. He looks down at holly "Taehyungie can be such a butt sometimes." He says and holly barks almost as if he's agreeing. Taehyung gasps in faux betrayal. "Here I am giving you all my love and you turn against me, wow I'm hurt!" Yoongi looks back up at him moving upwards so they can kiss.

Ever since he came back to Taehyung it feels like he's falling in love again, this time even deeper than before. "I missed you so much." Yoongi mumbles when they part. "I missed you too." He says back going to kiss Yoongi again. Right when things are getting heated holly barks and Yoongi chuckles. "Didn't know you got the worlds cutest cockblock." He looks down at holly and pets her again before looking at the clock. "I'm going to feed her before I go to bighit." He tells Taehyung while standing up, holly in his arms. "You're rejoining cypher?" The younger asks.

"No I'm going solo, I don't think me rejoining the group would be a good idea honestly." Yoongi says before letting Holly down in front of her water and food bowl. He stretches moving back over to Taehyung to kiss him. "I love you." He says. "Love you too, be safe!" Taehyung responds as Yoongi moves to the door. Yoongi has a clear mind as he opens the door but when he sees who's behind it everything gets a bit cluttered. He must've interrupted some conversation because Namjoon and Seokjin are frozen with faces of anger while facing toward each other. Swallowing dryly, Yoongi decides to say something. "Namjoon, Seokjin hyung." He says, watching as the two form a calm composure. "What are you doing here?" Seokjin asks, mild anger mixing with his confusion. "I live here?" Yoongi responds not missing the scoff from Namjoon. "Since when?" The youngest asks. "Namjoon I'm the one who bought the place four years ago."

"You're also the one who left a year ago." The younger quickly responds. Yoongi sighs "listen, I'm not here to fight, but weren't you the one who told me I must come back home? I'm trying to fix the mess I left so please Namjoon, give me a chance." Before he can hear anything else he slides past the two heading to where he's supposed to be. "We're not done here!" Seokjin yells. Yoongi turns back around towards them. "Well I am, can't keep BangPD waiting." He tells them casually, not missing the shocked faces of the two. He smirks slightly before turning around and leaving.

Slowly as he walks towards the BigHit building Yoongi realizes what that conversation meant. Namjoon and Seokjin hate him. He should've know not everyone would be happy with him back like how Taehyung and Jimin are. Jungkook and Hoseok probably hate him just as much as Namjoon and Seokjin do. Yoongi doesn't know if he can handle his friends hating him. As he opens the door, Yoongi wants to cry.

Why can't life stay good?
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Sorry I've been gone for a bit, I just haven't really been motivated to write. Still not motivated to write but I don't want to just leave you guys hanging. I've just been depressed, which I know I've said before but this time has just been the worse. I won't get into details because I understand it can be triggering for people but to say the least living hasn't been something I've been wanting lately. But I'm trying my best I guess. I don't want to leave these books unfinished, after all that wouldn't make you guys happy if I did. So I'll keep trying to write for you guys
-kyl