Caffeine withdrawal

Pocket me

Taehyung walked into the apartment, long day of modeling waying down on his mood. As he moved further into the apartment he saw Yoongi at the couch, glasses on and papers scattered across the coffee table. Yoongi looked extremely professional until the younger saw Holly sat on the elder's lap, suddenly he looked soft and cute. "Welcome home." Yoongi said, setting down the letter he had been reading. Taehyung hummed, too tired for words. "You hungry? I haven't made dinner yet, I was waiting to see when you'd be home." Yoongi tells him. "Starving." The younger answers as he goes to sit on the couch. After doing so, Holly moves over to his lap, happy to see their other owner.

"Remember that toy piano I found online?" Yoongi asks, fishing for something in his pocket. "Vaguely." Taehyung tells him as Yoongi pulls out his phone. Quickly he opens it and goes to select a video. Turning the phone screen to the other "I got it." He says before playing the video. A smile forms on his face as he watches Holly smash the keys with his front paws. When the video finishes, Taehyung looks down at Holly. "You're so cute!" He exclaims, petting the dog fondly. "Made me notice something when I was putting it with all the other dog toys we have." Yoongi tells him. "I think it might be time to get a new apartment. Something new, something bigger. For two people in the world of media, this isn't the best place to be." Yoongi explains. Taehyung hums "Funny, Baekhyun was talking to me about his new apartment. A lot of other models and idols live there too. Namjoon And Seokjin I think moved to there as well." Yoongi nodded. "We'll look into it more when we have a day off together then?" Taehyung nods, smiling when Yoongi kisses his forehead.

Moving Holly so he can sit on the couch, Taehyung stands up and takes Yoongi's hand. "And just think about it." He starts, pulling Yoongi up and into his arms. "If we get a bigger apartment we'll have more space to dance." He finishes before swaying himself and the older to the beat in his head. Yoongi smiles, resting his arms on the younger's shoulders. "You're too cheesy you know?" He says and the taller chuckles. "Yes, but it just wouldn't be the same if I wasn't." Taehyung tells him. "I love you." The older says. "I love you too." The taller days then spinning them both around.

"I think my love can't grow any larger than it has but then I wake up the next day and you prove me wrong. I love you so much, from the rainbow that is your hair to that cute voice you have when you're tired. I love how you can go from the badass Agust D to the adorable Min Yoongi. I love every little detail about you. To me, you're what should be put as the definition for perfect." Taehyung tells him. It leaves Yoongi at a loss for words, tears forming in his eyes. Eventually he finds some words although they're barely coherent. In the end he decides a kiss works better than words, so he does just that. When they part, Yoongi stares at the taller, marveling in his beauty.

"Kim Taehyung you're too good to me. What did I ever do to deserve you?" He mumbles out. "Existed." Taehyung answers simply making the other chuckle and hide his face in the taller's chest. Taehyung kisses his head mumbling sweet nothings into the others ear. He makes Yoongi smile so much that his cheeks begin to hurt, resulting in the other kissing them better. "If I'm perfect then you're beyond perfect." Yoongi tells him. "I don't kno-" Taehyung starts but the older cuts him off.

"No, trust me, you're beyond perfect. You go from cute adorable marshmallow to really really fucking hot in a mater of nanoseconds. Because of that I'm convinced you're a wizard because how. Also you're so insanely caring, selfless too. You're the epitome of a good person. You're sweeter than sugar, you smile brighter than the sun. Your love is never ending yet overflowing at the same time. You are beyond perfect and there's no way you can deny it." Yoongi says. Taehyung hums. "You know what, I think were equally perfect." The younger concludes. Yoongi rolls his eyes playfully before agreeing with the other.

They fall into a comfortable silence, still swaying to a made up beat. "Have I mentioned I love you?" Yoongi says, making the other laugh. "You have but have I mentioned I love you more?" Taehyung responds. "That's impossible because I love you more." The older says. "Ah but you see, it is you who is in the wrong because I definitely love you more." The younger challenges. "Nope, I definitely love you more!" Yoongi says. "Ok but I love you the most." Taehyung says and Yoongi hums. "I'll let you win this time but just know next time I will come out on top." The older finishes. They both laugh at themselves, enjoying the feeling of just being around each other.

"Oh before I forget! I got you a surprise!" Yoongi says, escaping the younger's embrace. He runs into their shared room before returning holding something behind his back. "What is it?" The younger inquires. "Open it and find out." The other days before handing the present over  to the younger. Excitedly, Taehyung unwraps the gift. Soon he finds a black leather wallet with two white mirrored Gs in the corner. "It's Gucci." Yoongi whispers as if Taehyung wouldn't know. "Open it." He then instructs and the other does just that. Inside is a photo of Yoongi with writing on the back.
      
'Taehyungie,
      Busy work schedules make it hard for us
to always see each other, but now you've got pocket me! Now you'll never be lonely. Just remember, I love you
                   -Min Yoongi'

"You can't tell but it's a photo Jimin had gotten of us. He said we both had heart eyes and I thought it'd be nice." The older says pulling out his own wallet and taking out the photo of Taehyung in it. "See, I have pocket you and when you put them next to each other," Yoongi says as he does so. "If forms the whole photo." The older says, blush that formed when he first handed the other the present growing more prominent. "You really are the best." Taehyung manages to say, getting choked up at how sweet Yoongi is. "If I'm cheesy then you're sappy." He continues and the older laughs.

"I'm glad you like it." Yoongi says before kissing the younger. Taehyung puts the photo back where it was before putting the leather object in his pocket. "Come on, let's go make something to eat."
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HI
so uh, I've got some explaining to do. Yes I know I've been gone so long without saying anything. When I had put out the last chapter, I had grown some writers block with this book but it was nothing I couldn't handle I had actually started writing this chapter about a week after I had put up the last chapter. Then, I had heard about Junghyun. I had no words, or emotion really. I didn't even feel like I was fully there that whole week. I loved him so much and then suddenly he was gone, I didn't know what to do. After that I had just been stuck in a funk. Even now I'm nowhere near ok? Actually I can't see the screen I have tears in my eyes.

But yea, about two maybe three weeks ago I finally started writing this chapter again but I'd easily get stuck while doing so. I don't know what it is but ever since what happened I've just found it extremely hard to write. Everything else I've gotten better with but writing I just, can't. I apologize but I really don't know how updates will be from now on. Hopefully they won't span more than a month but I really don't know? Currently I'm just trying my best at the moment even thought it's not much. I hope you all can except my apology and not be too angry with my absence.

Also, I want you all to know that if you feel like there's no point and you should just end it all, please don't. There's so much to live for, and while I learned it the hard way mostly I do mean it. Talk to someone about how you're feeling, weather it be your mom, dad, sibling, pet or even me. It doesn't matter because there's someone out there who cares and wants you to see the next day. You may not know them yet, who knows you could even meet them tomorrow. But I mean it, you don't have to die today, live for tomorrow. I know it's hard and you'll probably regret it that next but one day you won't. One day you'll be thankful you decided to go one more day.

I love you all, I truly do.
-Kyl