Caffeine withdrawal

Youre important

As usual Yoongi wakes up before Taehyung. He decides to cuddle up closer to the younger when he remembers today is his day off. Yoongi likes to cherish the moments when Taehyung holds him, since that's his happiest place on earth. Just as he closes his eyes, ready to relax, he feels Taehyung shift a bit. Looking up He sees the younger's eyes flutter open. 'Gosh he's cute' Yoongi can't help but think. "Good morning." Yoongi says softly to the younger. "Mornings." Taehyung says back groggily. Yoongi moves back a bit before bringing Taehyung close to him, making himself the big spoon. Taehyung doesn't even protest, not minding being coddled.

"I love you so much." Yoongi says before pressing a kiss to the younger's head. Taehyung smiles. "I love you too hyung." He says. Taehyung couldn't be happier than he is right now. He's know for a while that when Yoongi is having his best of days, it's the days he coddles him the most. It's when Yoongi loves himself the most that he's more loving towards the younger. "I was thinking about what Seokjin hyung and Namjoon said back at the party. They were right, I should've talked to you guys. So I promise no more secrets from now on. I won't worry you guys anymore."

Taehyung smiles at this but at the same time he can't help the guilt that fills him. Yoongi is going to be completely honest with him while he can't seem to say the words to tell Yoongi about his own problems. In an attempt to push away the guilt he hides himself more, which Yoongi just sees as the younger being sleepy. "You're off today right? Why don't you go back to sleep." Yoongi says, and Taehyung can't say no to such an offer so he tries his best to go back to sleep.

It felt like he only blinked but Taehyung guesses he fell asleep for a bit. He can feel Yoongi move away from him as he wakes up and out of sheer panic Taehyung quickly grabs his arm. "Please don't go yet." He says. Normally the younger is able to keep his separation anxiety hidden from most, only letting it get to him completely when he knows nobody will catch him being weak. "Alright." Yoongi says softly.

It's days like these that remind Taehyung just how well they work together. No matter what they always have the other to lean on when they're feeling down. There's no rush to tell the other what's wrong because they get that sometimes you need to breath before you can explain something. There's always a shoulder to cry on, a pair of arms to hold you tight. Even then, sometimes Taehyung finds it hard to let himself be completely vulnerable around the older. He almost hates himself for it because Yoongi trusts him with his most vulnerable state very easily. Taehyung thinks he's only easily show how vulnerable he is once, and that was the first night they spent in this apartment. He wants to scream at himself for keeping things from the older, knowing it's not good for him to do so.

"It's alright, you're ok." Yoongi says and only then does Taehyung realize he's crying. After that the final wall crumbles and Taehyung finds himself sobbing completely. He's completely upset over the fact of just how weak he feels in this moment. He's always rathered comforting over being comforted. Yoongi holds him tightly in a hug as everything Taehyung has been holding in flows freely. Rubbing circles in the younger's back and kissing his forehead he lets Taehyung let it all out.

Yoongi has always been one to try and lighten the mood when someone is down. It's something he picked up when he was younger and would always be comforting Jimin. He'd talk about something that happened in the past that he knew would make the younger laugh, after all it was the best medicine. It wasn't a permanent fix to the problem but it made it easier to deal with. "Hey Tae, remember when Namjoon broke that door?" He says, and in the midst of sobs laughter joins it as well. It sounds strange and Yoongi almost doesn't know if the younger is alright but when the laughter starts to over shadow the sobbing, he knows he's ok. "I remember when I saw hyung's face, it looked like he wanted to laugh, but also scream at Joonie." He continues smiling at how beautiful Taehyung's laugh sounds. Yoongi kisses the younger's forehead again as they calm down. "Take your time ok, just breath right now." He says softly. They lay there as Taehyung's breath evens out and his grip on Yoongi loosens. "I'm sorry." Taehyung mumbles. "No need to baby."

The rest of the day is full of Yoongi babying and pampering the younger. Throughout the entire day Yoongi was always either hugging the younger or holding his hand. He'd given Taehyung multiple kisses and loved him with all his might just as he always does. The day was filled with many I love yous and you're perfect from Yoongi. No matter what the older would always make sure Taehyung felt loved.

During dinner is when he had started asking questions. "What happened?" Yoongi started simply. Taehyung looked up from his plate innocent confusion on his face. "Was it just a bad dream or is something wrong?" Yoongi elaborates. "Just a nightmare." Taehyung lies, however he doesn't take into an account how bad of a lied he is. "I can't help if you don't tell me the truth love." Yoongi says as Taehyung tenses. "It's not important." The younger claims. To him, it's fact. His problems aren't important, after all his aren't as bad as Yoongi's. In his head he doesn't have it bad at all compared to Yoongi. "Anything about you is important no matter what it may be. You are one hundred percent important." The older says but Taehyung just shrugs. "I guess." He mumbles while picking at his food, suddenly not hungry.

"Taehyung.." Yoongi says softly. The older moves from his seat and over next to Taehyung. "You. Are. Important." He tells him. Teary eyes meet Yoongi's as the first sob leaves Taehyung's mouth. "I-I don't want to add to all the things going on in your life." He manages to say. "That's not important, what is is you alright. There's no need to worry about stressing me out because you're not ok. It's not fair for me to be able to tell you all the things that bother me but then you can't. It's not good for you to keep it to yourself either, it'll only hurt you more." Yoongi reminds him.

"Promise you won't blame yourself." The younger asks quietly. "I'll do my best." He's told. "I have separation anxiety. I'm usually pretty good at hiding it but today I guess I just broke huh." Taehyung says pitifully. "And it's ok to break, but the worst way to break is all alone."  He says kissing the younger's forehead. "Hold me?" The younger asks. "Of course."
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So I was dared by a friend to show my picture and I just want to warn y'all before you get your screen cracked.

I apologize if my ugly face makes you sick but a dares a dare my dudes
Hope you enjoyed the chapter!
-kyl