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i was abandoned; left
on multiple occasions by people
who i placed high on a pedestal
of great importance, and value

i cherished my relationships with them too much
and i had gave them all the pieces of my heart
only to be broken into shards of worthless glass

i was foolish and careless
spending my love so generously
to the people who could not find
worth in it; who weren't capable of returning the emotion

so on these roads i walk presently, each step hesitant
my heart remains to be empty; for i gave what i had
to ungrateful people; who took advantage of what i gifted


























( i'm scared that history will repeat itself and that you will leave me. without a thought or a tinge of guilt, you will abandon me like how they did. just how much pieces of my already broken heart can i give to people who do not deserve it? )

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