i was abandoned; left
on multiple occasions by people
who i placed high on a pedestal
of great importance, and valuei cherished my relationships with them too much
and i had gave them all the pieces of my heart
only to be broken into shards of worthless glassi was foolish and careless
spending my love so generously
to the people who could not find
worth in it; who weren't capable of returning the emotionso on these roads i walk presently, each step hesitant
my heart remains to be empty; for i gave what i had
to ungrateful people; who took advantage of what i gifted( i'm scared that history will repeat itself and that you will leave me. without a thought or a tinge of guilt, you will abandon me like how they did. just how much pieces of my already broken heart can i give to people who do not deserve it? )

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sunflowers | ✔️
Poesiain which a girl, who's fond of sunflowers, expresses her trivial feelings through not rhyming poetry, longing for someone to hear. highest ranking: #144 in poetry on june 18, 2018. 🌻