sunflowers | ✔️

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you're not who i remember
who i remember was someone
full of hopes and dreams and fun
but that person i know is now gone

you're a stranger to me
with dull eyes filled with melancholy
lips chapped and cheeks missing their colour
you're not the being who i thought of so fondly

and i changed for you
thinking you'd like me best
if i acted like you
devoid of compassion, that niceness

and i hate you
the progression of your personality
i wish you had stayed the same
but that's just wistful thinking

but, oh, how i'm selfish
oh, how i'm foolish
i know people can't be the same forever
but i guess i just cherished the old you too much

i'm aware, though, that i've changed
but that old me is still running in my veins
but for you, you just transformed so drastically
why do you have such a split personality?

and will i ever meet
the one i first got to know of
who had brightness in their eyes
who radiated sunshine?

perhaps not
they're lost
within their presents selves
there's no hope, give up, they'll never be the same again, i should shut up

a/n
http-jxrdxn the concept of the beginning
of this song is kind of like your new poem lol

anyway!! new song. yeah.
i recorded just the audio n i suck at singing.

but? i'm listening to it just now and my voice is taking a slight british accent what