sunflowers | ✔️

// 28

they are connected
through small conversations
and swapping of little, yet big secrets

one's catching feelings
like a cold that's never-ending
and she just wants it to go away

and while the other
doesn't seem to get the bother
of having frantic butterflies
fluttering in her stomach

but that's just a theory
— an unconfirmed theory
and the other doesn't want to find out if it's true
(or not)

they exchange glances in the hallways
and everything she wants to say gets out of her throat

but luckily, she finds a way
and she swallows it back down
but, oh, how much it wants to get out!

and the other sees the unusual behaviour
and she wonder what's wrong
but she has other worries;
like the repressed feelings
— that she's sinking low —
hoping that they won't float to the surface

but every time they're with each other
that secret they're not sharing with together
that cover up of those in love emotions
gets blown to bits every second of the day

and hey, that's actually great

a/n
hello! hi. i'm a back. i suck
at staying active on books.
howeverrrr this is another
unfinished song!! also sorry
for never sending the audio version
of that one other one lol i got freaked
out and self conscious. i find
the concept of this song pretty cute
and wholesome n guess what?
i lowkey still have that attachment to that one certain person but im getting better at repressing it so yEAH

i hate feelings ack

(ps. wow this is such a long
author's note but anyway
im listening to pure imagination -
willy wonka and im kind of internally crying)