the image of you
occupies my mind
frequently
and it's getting
unfavorable
it's hard to believe
that i sense an attraction
deep in my skin
when the concept of
loving you
seems much more believable
than genuinely loving you
or perhaps, i'm in denial
and afraid of accepting
the terms that i
like you very very much
but i think the former
is what is accurate
and never mind, then —
for would you return
the feelings, anyway?
stop coming in my head,
rudely and unexpectedly;
i think i have grown a
suffocating emotion around my heart
and i am not fond of it
i hate having the sensation
of whichever portion of love
this is —
so go away, don't knock at
the doorstep of my drowning brain
a/n
so this person
i'm kind of emotionally invested in
is annoying because
i hATE THEIR GUTS
for becoming the center of my attention lol
i need to reevaluate my life, really.
this point of my life is that one where i'll look back at it when i'm older and think "wow this is cringe" which i already think presently
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sunflowers | ✔️
Poesiain which a girl, who's fond of sunflowers, expresses her trivial feelings through not rhyming poetry, longing for someone to hear. highest ranking: #144 in poetry on june 18, 2018. 🌻
