Do You Think I'm Okay? t.f. x reader

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"Excuse me." An annoying voice speaks. Tom and I take a step back almost immediately, our faces red and flustered. I smile to myself before I look up and see a lady. She was pretty. She had long, long black hair that had light brown highlights at the tips. Her skin tone was light beige, tan but not dark. She had pastel green eyes that had specks of hazel in them. Her lips were full, but looked kinda' fake. She was wearing big hoop earrings, a black crop top, dark blue skinny jeans and black mini boots. She looked like a grown Barbie doll.
"Yes?" I ask, trying to sound polite. She walks over to Tom and wraps her arm around his waist, the other hand was gliding up and down his arm. "I would appreciate it if you didn't get so close to my boyfriend, thanks." Her eyes narrowed and her words spit venom.
Boyfriend?
"Oh, hey Willow." Tom said as he smiled down at her. She looked up at him and smiled back, pecking him on the lips. My stomach dropped at the look of them, so did my heart.
Willow Chasidy, model and actress. One of my biggest competing rivals in the industry.
I felt my face turn from flustered red to ghostly pale. But I put on my best fake smile and best fake cheery voice. "Oh! You're Tom's girlfriend? He hasn't told me about you." I say politely with a hint of passive aggressive-ness. If her eyes had a lighter, they would be on fire. She looked mad, but instantly hid it. "Oh, he hasn't? Well I wouldn't expect you to know me, you guys rarely see each other." She smiles, but I can see the evil in it. "Willow, this is my friend Y/N, we met at the last premier party I went to." Tom said, but I was still lingering on a word he said, for some reason.
Friend.
All of a sudden, I'm just friend now, when he's been calling me best friend whenever he talked to me or Emma.
Whatever. It's his life. But it hurt.. I could feel tears start to weld up in my eyes but I blinked them away quickly as I took a sip of my Frap. "Hey Emma." I rasped out. My throat had gotten dry from the tears coming. I coughed and laughed awkwardly, playing it off. "Hey Emma." I said again but better this time. "Yes Y/N." Emma turned to me. "Wh-what time is it?" I stuttered out accidentally. My feelings were growing and I couldn't keep up the facade any longer. "Oh, it's--" she looked down at her watch. "--It's 3:30." She looked up at me and smiled. "But why do you need to know? We're almost done today anyways." She laughed. "My driver and assistant should be here any minute. I have another modeling gig today.." I mumble the last part. "Aww, you have to leave early?" Tom asked with a fake pouty lip. Before I could answer, my phone rang and Cherry's contact lit up on my screen. "Sorry, gotta' take this." I avoided answering him. I pressed the green answer button and put the phone up to my ear. "Hello?" I asked. "Hello, Miss. Your ride is here." She said calmly. "Okay, thank you. I'll be out in a sec." I said as I hung up, turning off my phone and sliding it back in my pocket. "Sorry, guys. My job's calling me." I fake giggled as I turned around and started walking towards the set doors.
"Bye Y/N!" Emma called. "Bye Emma!" I didn't even turn around to say bye, I just kept walking. Just as I opened the door to leave, I heard someone say, "Bye Y/N.." But I didn't answer. I already knew who it was. I just looked at them and sadly smiled as I closed the set door. I started walking and the bouncer opened the front door for me. I didn't say thank you. I wasn't in the mood. I just walked towards my car and the driver was already standing there with the door opened. I got in and he closed the door politely. Cherry was sitting there tapping away at her laptop. She didn't even look up at me. "So, how did it go?" She sounded like a mother to me sometimes. "Fine." I replied, it was half the truth at least.
We drove off towards wherever my next modeling gig was gonna' be at, but I wasn't paying attention as Cherry rambled on about wherever we were going or whatever I was gonna' be doing in the shoot. I just stared out of the car window as I looked at the pretty trees and clouds we passed by.
My mind was flooded with thoughts, but one always stuck out from the rest..

'Bye Tom.'