Do You Think I'm Okay? t.f. x reader

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An ACTUAL chapter, OH MY GOD! IS THE WORLD ENDING? No. No it's not. My lazy ass is just deciding to finally update, that's all. Enjoy ;)

It's gonna be a long night..

"Hello Miss L/N." I heard a young and raspy voice greet me. I turned my head to see Finn hopping up onto a bar stool next to me. I smiled kindly as I turned slightly towards him. "Hello Mister Wolfhard, how are you on this fine evening?" "By the looks of it, better than you." He shrugged honestly as he took a sip of his cherry coke. My jaw dropped slightly at his blatantness. He noticed my shocked look and quickly became flustered. "I-I didn't mean it in a harmful way, I sw-swear! I was just trying to cooly ask you what was wrong.." He smiled awkwardly, yet adorably. I quickly regained my composure and waved him off. "No, no, it's fine. I was just startled by your spunk. That's all, kid." I patted his curly hair as he chuckled. "I'm 14, Y/N, not 4." He smirked as he took another sip of his drink. "But really, what seems to be the problem?" He raised an eyebrow at me. I sighed, downing my Sex On The Beach and ordering another one, as well as another cherry coke for Finn.
I gave in quickly, I mean, what do you expect? I'm hurt, broken hearted, confused, and a bit tipsy. That kid could be my therapist for all I know. He definitely cheered me up in the long run, anyways.

(Okay, I'm gonna be real honest with you guys. I literally paused writing this chapter because a new video featuring Finn was uploaded, and I had to be fuckin sonic on dem hoes. #justelisethings)

"It seems to me like he doesn't really deserve you.." Finn said calmly as he placed a hand on my shoulder. I smiled sadly as I looked down at my drink. It was my 5th Sex On The Beach, but I wasn't anywhere close to being drunk, or as drunk as I wanted to get. "Maybe you're right, but it doesn't feel that way. Sometimes, I feel like.. I feel like it's me that's the problem. That I'm not good enough, pretty enough, smart enough, or funny enough to even be in his eye sight! I dunno Finn, I dunno.." I slurred the last bit, the alcohol starting to kick in. "Hay Finn?" I smiled drunkly as I closed my eyes slowly. "What?" His voice sounded muffled, like I had headphones on or like I was underwater. "D'yah think I shoud like.. yah know.. confess my feelingssss to him, or something..?" I slowly turned my head back to him, a serious look on my drunk face. His however portrayed a worried yet still calm expression. "That's up to you, Y/N. That's not my call to make." He patted my hand softly. I rolled my eyes as I sipped my drink. "Ugh, useless." I grumbled. "Just know that if you do end up confessing, whenever that may be, then I'll be here for you. I know I'm 14 and you're a bit too drunk to remember this, but I enjoyed tonight regardless. I'll call it another step into our newly found friendship." He smiled widely before ordering another coke and saying his goodbyes, going back to the hotel he was staying at with his squad.
"Miss, would you like me to call someone for you?" The old bartender asked in a concerned tone. "Sure, why not." I slurred before unlocking and handing him my phone. "Call whatever contact you see fit." I shrugged before laying my head down onto the bar counter, passing out quickly.

The last thing I heard the bartender say was "Yes, hello! Umm, your friend or whoever she is to you is passed out drunk at my bar... Yes, do you know Miss Y/N well? Alright, see you soon." before falling asleep. I was shitfaced drunk, my dress sleeves falling down my arms and my hair becoming messy and disheveled.
I already knew it was already gonna be hell waking up in the morning..

That's just life.

When you're tired of Elise's procrastination and lazy shit.

That's from the video I paused this chapter to go watch. I just had to make a relatable meme for you guys. <3 :)