Death, Please Take Me Away (BxB) [Completed]

Chapter 3 ~ Blaine's POV

I winced when his steel-toed boot made contact with my ribs. I still didn't know what I had done wrong this time. I did exactly what he wanted me to. I cleaned up the atrocious scene of my own mother's brutal murder. I did that although it broke me on the inside. Why did I do it? Because he would have hurt me if I had disobeyed him. That wouldn't have been such a bad thing if he would have killed me during the beating, but I knew he never would. No, he liked keeping me around to torture when he had no one else.

I let out a pain-filled shriek when he kicked me in the face. That was unusual. Generally, he tried to avoid making bruises in visible areas. He didn't want to raise anyone's suspicions. I guess he wasn't really thinking about that at the moment. He was too caught up permanently scarring me, mentally, emotionally, and physically.

A few more hours, I thought to myself. A few more hours and I'll never have to suffer another beating again. In fact, I'll never have to deal with any sort of pain again.

Is that really how you feel?

My eyes widened. That was not my thought. But it had been in my head, so how was it not my thought?

You're getting distracted. Wouldn't you rather know why I'm in your head than know who I am?

Not necessarily. I would like to know both, actually.

Too bad. Pick one or the other, Cupcake.

I sighed and screamed when another boot to my ribs brought my attention back to reality. I looked up into the eyes of the monster above me. Tears fell from my eyes, even as I tried to hide the pain he was causing. For some stupid reason, I still wanted to put on the "I'm okay" act. But why? Hell if I knew! I screamed again when he grabbed me by my hair and pulled me to my feet.

I began struggling when I realized where he was going with me. He was taking me upstairs to my room. He was going to rape me. Again. Only, there wouldn't be anyone to intervene this time. I was on my own. I was alone. I was completely alone and terrified.

You are not alone.

Oh really now? Then who the hell is here with me besides this monster holding me? I couldn't keep the sarcasm from my thoughts. I had finally stopped thinking about the fact that I was having a conversation with myself.

I heard a deep mental sigh. Close your eyes and cover your ears. Brace yourself and don't look up until I tell you to, okay?

Why?

Just do it! The voice snapped.

I quickly complied, afraid of what would happen if I didn't do what I was told.