Alone

Please

I woke up slowly, carefully opening my eyes, I noticed my head was laid to the right. Without moving I noticed the silky sheet beneath me. In a panic my eyes scanned the room. I saw basic furniture; a dresser, couch, and tv. Decent, nothing fancy. But why was I here?

I carefully picked up my throbbing head and was met with anxious eyes. Sickeningly enough, I found comfort in them. Being marked by someone, mate or not, binds you to them. Staring into this awful, disgusting man's eyes brought me joy. It felt like I was at home.

I quickly pulled myself into a sitting position and scrambled backwards. "Are you okay, dear? I know you were weak before I marked you and that makes it a little worse."

I stared at him in shock. He cares?

I stumbled over my words, "G-G-Get the h-hell-l away from me!" He closed his eyes for half a second and looked defeated; awfully enough, it broke my heart, "Just... I can't... How could you? Why?"

He leaned forward and grabbed my hand, his eyes shut tightly as he battled with himself, "Please understand, my mate died before I met her... And my wolf, he hasn't let me get close to anyone. Yet, he approves of you. I know you can't be a second mate, or anything crazy like that. You're still bound to Damien, but he tolerates you. That's not something I can let pass me by."

I find that answer unsettling and hard to believe.

"I can't just let you keep me here. I can't stay here. You have to let me go back to him. Please. I need him." I knew I had to watch what I said, I didn't want to upset him.

He looked at me, long and hard, before sighing. Long and drawn out. He whispered, "... I'm sorry." He looked at the ground as he picked himself up and walked out the door.

I waited a full minute before I went to check the door, piece of crap locked it. Figures.

I spun around to look for a window or something else to help me when my head spun out if control. The ground beneath me seemed to stretch and pull the more I looked at it. I stared at the light brown carpet engulfing my toes, I went to take a step and as I did my leg gave out. My face hit the floor before I knew what was happening.

Please! Damn it please. Moon, I'm​begging you, let me speak to her.

Damien? How?

Adriana? Really? Thank God. The Moon answered my prayer, she's letting me speak to you. I... Did he hurt you?

Um. No, not really.

But he marked you? He took what's mine! Jax seethed in rage, I could almost see him prowling around inside Damien's head.

I have to go, she's​ not giving me a lot of time. I'm coming for you though, just hold on. I'll make it up to you I swear. You'll never have to deal with anything bad like this ever again. I'm so sor-

She cut him off. I could feel the connection I had with him end like a dropped call. I stared at the floor below me, lacking the will to attempt to get up. I laid there and cried. Cried over Damien, I cried over Darcy, I cried over my weakness, I cried over my parents, I cried over everything. My uselessness. My inferiority. My helplessness.

As I sobbed into the carpet the door was thrown open, Alpha Ross panicked when he saw me. He picked me up and held me close to him, "No, no, no, please don't cry. I know you don't like it here yet, but it'll get better I promise. Please, please... I'll help you however I can, just please don't be miserable. I-I don't know how to make it better for you." He set me on the bed and held me close, just like a mate would, he put his nose against my neck and inhaled the fragrance of his mark on my skin.

I wanted to shutter. I wanted to be disgusted. But I wasn't. I placed my face firmly in his shoulder and held onto him for dear life. My body shook as I sobbed, causing him to wrap his arms tighter around me and rub my back.

"God, I wish, I really wish you were my mate. If only... If I could be one of the few, the once in a blue moon to be blessed with a second mate. My prayers are that it'd be you. You're everything. Everything good, beautiful, kind, perfect. All you. My wolf and I agree. We want you. We won't let anyone take you from us. Ever."

Heyyyyyy. Guess who's gonna try and update more frequently?? Notice how I said try, I'll do my hardest. No promises. But you know... Thanksgiving break is almost here so maybe...
I'm sorry the chapter isn't the best, I just need to figure out the exact pace I want the plot to move at, it'll get better hopefully.