Poems

What You Are

I'm terrified of losing you.
You just don't understand.
When I say I love you and hold your hand.
It's symbolic, because I can't speak.
Of what you do to me and the deepest parts of me where your love seems to reach.

You are my cussion,
Your my protection,
Your my wall.
I stand upon its balcony.
And if told so by you, I'd willingly fall.
Into your arms and look into your eyes.
And tears would stream down my cheaks because without you the inside of me slowly dies.
I wrap my arms around you and pull you in...
For it's chilly here and my hoodies a bit thin.

But as i watch out my window.
At all the places we used to go.
I realise it was all lies.
And as much as I try to kill it
My feelings for you always survive.

I've tried to hide them, but they couldn't be hidden.
I can't stand another moment without you, you have no idea.

How badly it hurts for you to leave me like you did.

I'd loved you even it were forbid.

Because your worth so much to me. And you just can't see.

But maybe I'm lost and blind.
Maybe I'm a little dead and can't read your signs.

Maybe I took a wrong turn somewhere.
But as long as you end up happy what should I care.

Your the moon and all it's stars that glisten in the dark.
Your the soft breeze, blowing through trees on a sunny day at the park.

Your everything great that I've ever had.
But now your gone, and maybe I should be glad, but the pain from loving you, and you leaving still gets me extremely sad.

Dedicated to *him*