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Chpt 2 - Words On A Page (Aza's POV)

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AUHTOR'S NOTE

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This chapter only has to sound as dirty as you want it to be.

I wrote it in one of my moods again.

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I still can't believe it... he actually did it. Adam... is gone. When I heard the news I was somehow expecting it, but it still came as a shock. And for once, this wasn't one of those psychic things, this was different.

I'm just sitting in front of my monitor, thinking about those last days I was with him. It was just like old times, but a certain sadness hung around us both, knowing that we weren't going to see each other for a while. And unless this next phase works, we might not see each other ever again.

Flashback...

Sitting in Adam's arms, I smile up at him. He looks down on me and smiles kindly, showing his teeth. He'd taken this opportunity while Mitch was away in Canada to come to Britain and spend a few last days with me. I guess you could say we were 'pretending' to be together, just simply because we couldn't ever be together for real, but we still liked each other. We just hadn't got our timing right, and recent events meant we couldn't be together.

But that wasn't stopping us now.

"I still feel bad about this." I say.

"Don't worry." Adam assures me, "No-one is ever gonna find out. Why and how would they? Mitch doesn't know I'm here, Alesa doesn't know I'm here, the Team think I'm in Washington. Just forget about everything. We can just have each other now. After today, we don't have to have anything to do with each other ever again, and no-one will know about what happened today."

Basically, we're YOLOing it. Why should relationships keep us apart when we want to be together? That was just the thinking.

Adam rests his head on the arm of the sofa; I crawl on top of him and we both smile at each other. I go in and kiss him, but I soon start to hold back and shake my head, "This doesn't feel right."

"I know how you feel." Adam replies, "But this is going to be the last time we see each other."

I don't respond with anything, knowing that in a way he was right, I shouldn't worry about anyone finding out. I shift myself off him and just lay by his side, staring up at the ceiling.

"If it makes you feel any better about this..." Adam whispers, but I don't let him finish.

"Shh..." I put my index finger over his lips, "You don't have to do anything for me."

He looks at me with eyes of concern, since he couldn't say anything; I move my finger off him and grab his jaw, turning his head towards me. He smiles.

I edge in closer and we stare at each other, barely far enough away from each other to keep our vision in focus. I stare into his forest greenish-brownish eyes and watch as they slowly close. He wraps an arm around my back and hugs me close.

I close my eyes, because who truly kisses someone with their eyes open? And our lips join.

He quickly pulls away, "This feels like Skylox." He whispers.

"Huh? Is something wrong with that?" I ask.

"No, everything is so, so right."