hold on | hannie

forty seven

"you can't say to me: 'it's gonna be better.'"

•annie

i looked up at him, and i just knew.

i loved him with all of my heart, how could i ever doubt him for another one.

my lips quivered from the cold. "a few years ago," i began.

"i lost my brother."

his eyes began to water, but they did not lose mine.

"and after that day, i never knew if i would be the same again."

hayden's grip on my hand tightened, attempting to never let me go.

"but i was wrong," i said, losing my sight of green and brown.

i soon regained focus, and continued. "when i met you,"

my eyes watered and tears dripped from my eyes.

my mascara smudged as i troubled to get out the last phrase.

"i found my other half again," i said, letting the water flow.

i didn't care anymore.

i had to tell him what happened.

i was in love with him, and i knew he would not leave me.

in this moment.

...

i sat at my desk, scrubbing in my little notebook.

as always.

nothing has changed.

"hayden i need to record something, when can we go to the studio?"

"i don't know babe," hayden sighed, looking up from his phone. "soon. okay?"

"alright," i said, continuing to jot down my thoughts.

maybe yes, maybe no
i found my other half
maybe all we have is a photograph
(a/n please don't hurt me if i messed up the lyrics)

i smiled at the page.

"what do you think of this?" i asked, calling hayden over.

"it's perfect," his eyes sparkled, and then looked down at me. "like you."

"AWWWWWWWWWWW!" rush screamed from the corner, eating his popcorn.

"i see you two have made up," kacy said.

"yeah," i said looking at him. "i'll never second guess you again."

hey guys,
so the authors note i posted yesterday. i changed my mind, we are going back to the og plan of continuing until i want this story to come to a close.

we still have so much to complete, like hayden and annie becoming really famous and popstars, many more tours, hayden and annie getting married, and others.

we still have so much to do!

if you guys are still reading, thank you so much for 60k reads! it's absolutely amazing. i never thought i'd be at this point. you guys are awesome, i love you guys!

thank you all for reading, commenting, and voting.

xoxo
jess