hold on | hannie

thirteen

"mamihlapinatapai- a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something that they both desire but which neither wants to begin"

•hayden

i think i'm going to ask annie to be my girlfriend today.

she was still sleeping, so now was my time to get ready and plan for this special day.

and no, we don't have class today.

the squad is meeting up at 10 and after lunch with them i get annie for the rest of the day.

gosh she looked pretty dang beautiful while she was asleep.

i didn't even notice that she was awake until i heard the sheets move.

"hayden please just put a shirt on." she said tiredly.

"ANNIE WHY!"

"because i don't want to see that."

i looked at her, and she looked back at me in a way i've never seen before.

butterflies were swarming my stomach, but i was only focused on her and only her.

was it love?

was i in love?

it can't be love no.

it can't be love.

"hayden why are you looking at my lips?" she said standing up and walking towards me.

"you can probably assume why. i mean i totally don't want to kiss you right now."

i couldn't help myself and she looked so beautiful so i just smacked my lips onto hers.

i mean how could you not?

and after that she got ready and i started twirling and playing with her hair.

"your hair is really soft annie" i told her.

"thanks."

...

"SHABOO YA, YA YA SHABOO YA ROLL CALL HAYDEN"

"rush please it's time to stop with roll call,"

"ROLL CALL KENZIE"

"what?" kenzie said waking up from her nap.

"ROLL CALL KENZIE! MY NAME IS KENZIE I SHIP JENZIE AND IT IS REALENZIE"

"RUSHHHHH!" she screamed.

"HAHAHAHA!"

...

and now it was just annie and i as usual.

we were taking our evening stroll and saw the sunset again.

"it's so beautiful," she stared in awe.

"yeah," i said grabbing her hands.

"annie, i like you."

"i like you too hayden."

"like i really like you annie. will you please be my girlfriend?" i said while looking into her eyes.

"YES YES OF COURSE YES!" she screamed and i walked her back to our dorm.

question: how are you feeling about this chapter?
my answer: it is so goals
okay i'll update more tomorrow, but for now i'm good. but, thank you so much for reading, commenting, and voting. thank you so much to everyone i love you byeeee!

xoxo
jess