Outside (Jae Park x reader)

15. Is This Real?

Sunday was spent moping around my room.

Mum was worried, I cried.

I told her I was sick.

I was getting too emotional.

It was monday today.

I hoped school would help take my mind off it.

But I knew it wouldn't.

Jae was going.

Of course I wouldn't be able to avoid him, as we were magically all in the same classes.

A train wreck.

That's what I was a trainwreck.

I stumbled to dresser pulling any clothes out.

Colliding with the floor the button clanked on the floor. Looking up I saw the outfit I'd picked up it was the same pair of jeans and smae shirt that I wore when we started talking to each other for the first time.

I looked at it a sad smile reaching across my face.

Oh well I'm too lazy to pick anthing else out.

I apply a shit load of concealer around my eyes. Trust me, I needed it. Of course I applied a small amount of other make up as well.

Shouting a goodbye, I left for school Jae still running back and forth through my mind.

Look it's clear to even me I'm overreacting.
Trust me I'm fully aware of that, probably more so than anyone.
It's just I can't help it.

No. No. No. I'm not crying here, not now and not here

I squished my eyelids together trying to muster any emotional strenght I had left before I walked into the gates of hell.

Oh shit.

Not now I'm really not in the fucking mood.

Cara, the devil herself.

"Hey, you little bitch, I told you to keep away from Jae and you didn't so I guess you deserve this." She said putting her hand up to slap my face. Too bad I had raised my hand quick enough for me to be able to stop her from hitting me.

"Now listen here you hoe-face son of a bitch, I'm really not in the fucking mood. Especially not today so leave me the fuck alone and take your mother-fucking minions with you." I warn the anger obvious in my voice leaving a fearful expression on Cara's face, she ran away making me chuckle spitefully.

"How'd you get her to do that?" Jae asked from behind me, I turned around, it did make me happier to see him.

"I guess I'm scary when I'm not in a good mood." I said giggling a little.

"I don't want to see that." Jae said one of his adorable smiles making it's way on his face.

****

"Y/n, I'm going to tell the girl I like her." Jae said to me as we were eating lunch.

I had to keep myself from spitting out my food in shock.

"N-now?" I ask timidly.

"Yeah." He answered a small sense of confidence making it's way back into his voice.

"Can you come, you know, to be moral support?" Jae asked obviously a bit more nervous again.

"Are you sure you want that? It's kinda weird having a friend there when you confess, it's like having a third wheel befire it's even a thing." I ask unsure of what he's planning.

"Pleeaase, you're my best friend afterall." He persuaded me.

"Ugh Fiiine." I agreed shaking my head.

Jae grabbed my wrist and pulled me along with him. "I dont think that's a good idea, you know, holding my wrist, when you're going to confess to someone."

"Trust me it's fine." He simply replied and I shrugged.

We were behind one of the classrooms noone else was there. To be honest I was worried for Jae.

What if this girl doesn't come?

She's gonna get it from me.

"Y-Y/n um, you're the one. The one I wanted to confess to. I know we've only known each other a little while but already in that time I seemed to have developed these feelings for you. I felt sad when we were texting that you actually weren't my girlfriend and I felt happy when my mum said you were. I dont expect you to return these feelings, but please don't stop being my friend." He explained, he was looking at his shoes nervously waiting for a response. My jaw dropped and i felt my face heat up so much so I was probably hotter than the sun at this.

I hugged him continuing to blush.

I hugged him with my best hugging capability and out my head on his chest.

"J-Jae I feel the same about you." I say nervously.

"Really?" He asked a very happy smile made it's way onto both of our faces "Yes." I responded happily.

"So are we are thing now?" He asked

"You haven't asked properly yet." I said cheekily.

"Y/n L/n will you be my girlriend?" He aksed and I didnt think it was possible but my face heated up more.

"Of course!" I said trying to stop myself from squealing as his arms snaked around my waist.

"You're too adorable." He whispered as he rested his chin on the top of my head whilst I snuggle my head into his chest.

This felt so surreal.

But I'm happy for once.

A/n: I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT. im really proud rn this is the first couple in any of my fics ahdhwhshhwhahshwjahjjshhw I SHIP THEM SO MUCH hahshahshajjzjshsiai. HAVE A GOOD/NIGHT AND ENJOY YOUR WEEK. :))