I'm not Jiminie anymore | Yandere! Jimin x Reader

Chapter 4 ~ No Control pt. 1/2

~ Meanwhile.. ~

~ Y/N's POV ~

Nam Joon shuts the door behind us. We were now in his and Taehyung's room. "S-So.. What do you want to talk about?" I nervously asked.

His distinct voice sent chills down my spine. "Your boyfriend." I quickly turn around to see him close to me. This made me jump a little. Taking a step back, he added to his answer. "Does your boyfriend abuse you?"

"W-What..?" I stutter as I took another step back. "What made you say that?" Nam Joon forcefully grabbed my left wrist and held it up. "N-Nam Joon.." I took a few more steps back until my legs hit a soft bed which made me sit on the bed while Nam Joon was towering me.

"Let me ask again. Does your boyfriend abuse you?" He asked a second time. His grip on my wrist became tighter.

"N-No.! He doesn't!"

"Then how do you explain.." He pulled down the long sleeve while still holding on to my wrist. "This?" My forearm showed a bunch of bruises and cuts. I gasped a little while Nam Joon's eyes widened. "So.. He does hurt you?"

I've had enough. "No!" I cried at Nam Joon. "You got it all wrong! He didn't do this to me." I looked down. A few tears escaping my eyes. "I did.." Then, I felt someone taking a seat next to me.

"Talk to me, Y/N." Nam Joon took both of my hands and sandwiched them together in between his. I looked at him with crying eyes.

"Well.. Long story short.." I began. "My boyfriend.. Named C/N (crush name. If you don't have a crush, just make up a random boy name or a boy that you know.).. He.. Cheated on me and.. No, he didn't abuse me. I abused myself." I cried. Nam Joon was silently staring at me with a concerned look. "I thought that I wasn't good enough. That's why he cheated on me. That's why I beat and cut myself up. And I just had enough. I don't want to live anymore! I know he is cheating on me but he still treats me like his princess.. It's just.. Heartbreaking. I know he's looking for me now. I ran away from our home. I just wanted to see my little brother one last time before I leave this world.." I felt a hand cup my left cheek. I look up to see Nam Joon, slightly tearing up.

"Please don't say that about yourself.. Even though we just met an hour ago, to me, your a beautiful and a kind hearted girl." Nam Joon smiled a comforting smile. His dimples are trying to make me smile even more. "I want you to know that.. There is always people who can treat you better than him." He used his other hand to cup my right cheek. "People like me."

"..N-Nam Joon..." I breathed out.

He inched his face closer to mine. "I know this is not your first kiss.. But.. Can you.." He was so close, I could feel his warm breath on my lips. "At least.. Give me a chance to make you happier? And to protect you.?"

I thought about it for a while. Then I replied to him. "..Sure.." And before I knew it, our lips were connected.

I heard the bedroom door open as we took a few seconds before turning our heads to the door. We saw who it was and we knew he saw us too. "Y-Y/N..? N-Nam Joon hyung?"

"J-Jiminie..!" Nam Joon stuttered as my mouth was slightly open.

"J-Jimin.." I stuttered.

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A/N: I'm sorry this is quite short! I thought that this chapter would just be about Y/N explaining everything to Nam Joon.

Then I decided that this should be in two parts. The next part should be longer than this though.. But not too long.

Seeya in the next part/chapter!

~Tron