I never knew I needed you|| Zanvis

The sleepover.

Travis's POV~~
Currently, Zane and I are sitting in a small coffee shop drinking hot coca. He has his mask down so he can drink it, and I can't stop staring. His face is beautiful, and his freckles are adorable.
" Travis? " His deep voice pulls me from my thoughts.
" Uh yeah? " I dont stop looking at his features.
" You're.. staring. " We both blush and I drop eye contact.
" S-sorry I didn't mean to! " I stutter, looking out the window to my right. Zane nods, and pulls up his mask. Dang it.
I sigh, as the waiter nears.
" Here's your check. " She smiles, setting it down on the table. I quickly take it, planning to pay for both of us.
" Travis.. " Zane blushes through his mask. " I can pay. " I smile and shake my head.
" I invited you. So I'm paying. " He nods slowly, giving up.
We sit in silence for a minute or two before I speak up.
" Hey Zane.. " He looks up at me. " What do you say we go to my house...we can hang out until the sleepover, ya know? "

Zane'sPOV~~
Travis asking me to hang out..Nobody ever asks me to do anything.
" Uh...I.. s-sure. " Travis smiles brightly, getting up. I slowly stand up and pull my mask up farther.
I really hate my face, so the mask helps.
Travis grabs my hand and starts walking out of the store. I start spacing out, blushing. I can't believe Travis has been hanging out with me all day.. It's not that I mind it, but it's 4:30 now... Usually around this time..I ...I add more scars. I can't help it, I just do. It's almost making me uncomfortable that I'm not on schedule.
" -ane. Zane... Zane?! " I flinch out of my thoughts and see Travis staring right at me.
" Uh...Huh? What? "
" Oh Irene, you scared me. You just...spaced off and stopped talking. " I nod slowly processing what he had said.
" Well, let's go. " He adds.

Narrator~~
Zane and Travis sit through a silent drive as they near the casanova's house. They get to the house, and enter just for Dante to question them.
" What is one- eye doing here? " Zane, too tired to fight back, looks away, currently wishing he weren't alive.
Travis frowns. " We are hanging out. "
" Seriously, why? "
Zane mumbles. " Can I use your restroom. "
" Oh. " Travis starts. " It's down the hall to the left. "
Zane nods, he goes down the hall and to the left, right into the bathroom. He immediatly locks it and sits on the toilet seat, fighting a few tears.
" Dante.. " Travis starts, after making sure Zane is gone. " That wasn't nice. "
Dante scoffs. " Neither is he. " Travis frowns, slightly hurt. He walks to the other couch, waiting for Zane.
Meanwhile Zane sits in the bathroom, taking out his wallet. In one of the pockets, a razor. He pulls it out sighing. Rolling up his sleeves, he starts.

One for being Alive.
One for staying here.
One for being ugly.
One for agreeing to meet new people.
And one more for being Zane Ro'Meave.
Two more for good measure.

He stops, sighing. Although he wanted more, he didn't want to loose too much blood, especially here. Zane puts away his razor and his wallet, then washes his wrist carefully, so it doesn't drip blood. He then leaves the bathroom and goes to the living room where Travis sits, Dante now gone.
" I...I think I'm going to just..go home. " Zane looks down.
" W-what? " Travis feels his heart ach. " But..was it what Dante said? He's just being..Dante. " Zane almost feels tears start. Or maybe it's me..I'm just being Zane. He thinks.
" N-no I.. " He swallows. " I'll see ya later, Trav. " And with that, he walks out the front door.

Travis's POV~~
Grrr. Dante.
I watch Zane leave and it hurts honestly. Without thinking, my feet move for me and my hand opens the door.
" Wait. Zane. " He stops walking, and looks at me. " We are friends now..right? " His eyes widen as if has never had a friend.
" Uh... Yeah. " He says unconsionsly. I smile and nod. He smiles only slightly under the mask, before turning away to leave.

It is 6:30 now. Dante and I walk out the front door and head to Aphmau's house. We knock on the door, and she opens it, smiling.
" Hey guys! Come on. " I walk in and immediately search for my favorite raven in the world. But..he isn't here. I sigh as Dante sits down next to all of our friends. Aph walks up behind me and whispers as she walks by, " He's in the kicthen. "
I raise an eyebrow, as she walks to the others. Does she know I'm looking for Zane?...
I shrug, walking into the kicthen. Sure enough he's sitting on a counter in the kitchen. But..hes not eating. He's looking at his wrist, scratching it. My eyes widen.. a-are those cuts? He cuts?! My precious Zane hurts himself?...
I take a deep breath, letting it go. Maybe we can talk about it later.
" Hey Zane. " I force a smile. He immediately pulls down his sleeve and looks at me.
" H-Hi Trav. " Ahhh, I love that nickname.
" Wanna go watch a movie with the others? " Honestly, I don't know if we are watching a movie, but I dont want him out of my sight.
" Oh...sure. " He jumps off from the counter and walks past me. I follow and we sit by the others.
" Wanna watch a movie? " I ask. The others agree and we turn on Coraline.
" Ah! I love this movie! " Laurance starts.
" Me too! " KC smiles.
I look at Zane, who is looking at the screen with peaceful eyes. The movie starts and we watch. After a while, I feel weight on my shoulder. I look to my right, to see Zane leaning on me. He's awake, but leaning for support. I smile and turn back to the t.v, hoping he wont move. Slowly, I wrap an arm around his small body. Hehe. I get to hold my Zane.

(( Alrighty this was kinda angsty, but I liked it! I hope you did too! ))