I never knew I needed you|| Zanvis

Love advice?

Zane's POV~~
I slowly open my eyes, taking in my surrounds. I'm in my room. Sitting up, I can't help but frown. I know it's wrong to assume he will always be here.. But I can't help it.
Looking to my left, I see my phone on my bedside table, it has a missed message.

Snowflake❄: Hey sorry I left earlier! Had to catch a movie with Dante, I promised him. Sorry Cupcake.

I blush at the text. Did he actually mean that? I bite my lip and without thinking, I do something that I could have never seen myself doing three weeks ago.

Zane💀: Hey snowflake, it's okay I was just tired. See ya later.

Eyes wide, I realize I actually sent that. What is wrong with me?! Why would I do that?!?!?!?
Sighing I do the smartest thing I can in a situation like this.

Zane💀: KC I need some love advice.

Okay, first off, don't ask why I have Kawaii~Chan's number. I just do because Aphmau wanted me to make friends and gave me it. Secondly, I know. Love advice? From KC? I know, but it's the only thing I have right now.

KC😸: Ooo~? Does Zane need help with Travis?~~

Zane💀: Look, I'm only asking because you are supposed to be good at this stuff. Just help me.

KC😸: Kawaii~Chan thinks that Zane should just be himself around Travis. Or hotter.

Zane💀: Gee, thanks.

KC😸: Hahaha, But in all seriousness, Zane, you should just be yourself around the person you like!

Zane💀: Yeah, okay. Thanks KC.

KC😸: Np!

I sigh setting down my phone.In all honesty I'd rather be anyone but myself.. My body is all weird, my hair is all dumb, and my eyes.. I.. Zane. Grrr. Don't do this.. I need relief..
Slowly standing, I leave my room and go into the bathroom.

Narrator's POV~~
After Zane makes a mess of his wrist, he wraps it and cleans the counter. After getting completely ready, mask as well, Zane walks down the staires.
Waking into the living room, he sees Garroth and Laurance sitting on the couch practically cuddling.
" Um.. Hey guys. " Laurance basically jumps out of his skin as he falls off the couch. Garroth goes completely red and faces Zane.
" Hey.. Z-zane. What's up? "
Zane shrugs and walks into the kicthen, trying to find cereal.
" Nothing much, what's up with you gays? "
" You know.. Nothing much... Wait what? "
Zane smirks, getting a bowl from the cupboard. He quickly eats some cereal and leaves the house. He figured a walk in the park would be a good idea. Despite the cold, he needed this. A chance to think is always one Zane is willing to take.
Stuffing his hands in his pockets, he walks down the street slowly towards the park. Breathing out warm air, he looks at the ground as he walks.
At least it wasn't windy. Cold is one thing but miserable is another. 
He scratches his face above his mask as he nears the park.
Getting into the official boundaries of the park, Zane spots and sits against the first tree he sees. Sitting down, he pulls his knees to his chest and hugs them.
If you didn't know, Zane was never much of a huge risk taker. He wasn't one to follow his feelings but more logical. You can image the things running through his mind now.
" Why?.. " He whispers to no one. " Why me? " Biting his lip, he speaks allowed. " Maybe this is a sign.. I could try what I'v started. I mean, I already dug my grave, I have made my bed, I guess I'll lie in it. But what if he's just, well, faking? " Zane's eyes feel glossier than before. " I suppose I'll deal with it later if he is.. Yeah. I like it. Travis.. I have a crush on Travis Valkrum. " Standing up, Zane leaves the park, satisfied with the conversation he just had with himself.
Deciding that the coffee shop was more of a thing he only did with Travis, he just makes his way back home.
Walking down the street, he sees Dante's car pulling into his and Travis's house.

Travis's POV~~
The movie we went to was really good! Despite leaving Zane, I'm glad I went. Dante and I had a good time. Dante pulls up into our driveway and I watch out the window.
I spot Zane walking down the sidewalk towards his house. However, he's wearing his mask again.. I don't like it when he does that. Then I can't see his face.
I'm about to get out of the car when I notice something strange..
A ribbon of bandage is hanging from Zane's coat. His arm is bandaged? That can't be good..

I open the car door and call to Dante. " Hey I'm going to go talk to Zane.  "
" Okay, I'm going inside. " Dante walks in through our front door, running a hand through his vibrant blue hair.
Seeing Zane still walk, I run over to him smiling.
" Zane! " I run up to him and he looks up at me.
" Hey Travis. " Aw, no nickname?
" What's up? "
" Ah nothing, " He shrugs. " Just came from the park. "
I nod, looking around. What to do..
" Do you have work today? "
" Uh yeah, around three. "
I smile brightly. " Perfect! I'll drive you! "
" Travis.. you don't have to keep- "
" Nope! I want to! Plus we can get hot coca afterwards like always! "
He sighs smiling, giving into my offer.
" Yeah okay. "
" Great! Now want to have a Stranger Things marathon again? "
" Well duh. "

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