Where U At // BTS Rap Monster Fanic

Chapter 17

"Are you hungry?" Namjoon asked, taking a seat on the bed next to me. I shook my head. 
"Not really"
"You've only eaten once today - it's not good for you. You need to eat something"
"I told you: I'm not hungry"
"Tough, you need to eat something. Do you want something in particular or should I just get you anything?"
"I said I'm not hungry".

You may be wondering what got me into such a foul mood. I'm wondering the same thing. Namjoon had to go to a meeting which lasted a ridiculous amount of time, and since then I've been feeling like nothing. I don't know what to do with myself. 
"Fine," he said eventually. "I'm going to give you a tour of the packhouse,  that should build up your appetite". Finally, something to do. 
"Let's go!" I exclaimed, my mood suddenly changing.
"You're not going anywhere dressed like that". I looked down at my attire to see the clothes which Alpha had forcefully put me in. He was right, I didn't need to change. 
"I'll be back in one second, I'll go and get you something more appropriate" 

He returned barely a minute later holding a pair of faded skinny jeans and a white, fluffy jumper. 

"I hope these fit," he said handing me the clothes. I was waiting for him to leave the room or at least turnaround, but he just stood there. Dead still. Staring at me. "What are you waiting for".
"Could you turn around?"
"Why?" 
"So I can get changed"
"Why? Can't I look at you?". What was I meant to say to that? Something told me that denying anything to him would lead to a huge drama. 
"I'm just shy"
"Baby, you're so beautiful - don't ever be shy around me. You're mine and you should be your most confident around me". 

Well, that didn't work. I just wanted him to turn around - was it that hard?
"Can't I just change in the bathroom?"
"Are you trying to hide something from me!" he bellowed,  physically shaking the room. 
"N-no, it's just humans don't normally change in front of someone they've just met"
"And you think werewolves do? Listen, baby, I know you're new to this, but you need to understand that I am your mate. I'm going to love you until the day you die. You will be mine forever - don't ever deny me of the one thing the moon goddess purposefully picked for me"

This whole werewolf thing was getting too much; I'd known him for less than a day and I was already scared of him. I think I've been very understanding about the whole werewolf thing but he was very insensitive to the fact that I'm a human and have been locked in his basement for the past week. 
"Well, what are you waiting for? Get dressed, it'll be too dark if you don't hurry up". There was no point in arguing with him anymore. I'd be lying if I said he didn't scare me, so I reluctantly beginning pulling my top off. I was trying to do it as quick as possible, but just when I was at my most vulnerable, Namjoon stopped me. 
"What's that!" he yelled, looking at the belt mark which his dad had given me when I refused to work. I didn't reply, I would explain later, but now really wasn't the time. 

Once I had the knew jumper over my head, I replied. 
"Your dad gave it to me, but don't worry it doesn't hurt - anymore," I said coldly. 
"Baby girl, I'm so sorry. You have no idea how sorry I am. If I would have known you were here I would have come back immediately"
"Why?"
"Because you're my mate. It's my job to protect you"

"What about others? He could easily go and kidnap more people and use them and beat them, but you'd so shit all about it. I know I'm your mate, but I could have just as easily not been. I could still be in that basement, starving to death"