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Chapter 32

N/A - I'm really sorry for my absence from this book. I had my GCSE's and spent most of my time revising for them. But I'm back now! So let's pray for regular uploads and more feels!!

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*Bora's POV*

I was so happy that Tae and Kookie were mated together. I would have been happy with whoever they were mated with, but feeling the lovestruck blessing that I was with Namjoon right now, I knew that they would be beyond happy together. They both disappeared into Tae's room shortly after discovering that they were mates, which Namjoon told me was perfectly normal for werewolf couples. 

Currently, the 8 of us: Namjoon, me, Yoongi, Jin, Jisoo, Hoseok, Bridget and Jimin, were sitting around the breakfast bar in the kitchen munching on cereal; with Hoseok bragging about how he saw their romance coming - his ego was only boosted by winning his and Namjoon's bet. After breakfast, the boys had to attend some kind of warrior training which I was still unsure of the logistics of but it meant I got to know Jisoo and Bridget more. They were my saviours when it came to the overbearing's of the testosterone in this house. They promised that they would take me shopping tomorrow as currently I was wearing Jisoo's clothing, which although fit width wise, were far too long. 

The girly piece was soon interrupted when Tae ran down the grand staircase, with flushed cheeks and glossy eyes.

"Tae?" I asked, "what's wrong?". He was quick to take a seat on the sofa next to us, ready to vent. 
"Jungkook and I had our first argument" he admitted, looking down at his feet and wiping a tear from his eye. 
"Oh no. What was it about?"
"He wants a playstation in our room, but I want an xbox!" he wailed, letting all his pent up emotions free. Jisoo let out a large laugh, but was quick to cover her mouth when I gave her a stern look. She's the werewolf! She should be the one who is meant to deal with these things, not me!
"I'm not sure I understand the problem," I replied honestly, "they both have the same games, surely it doesn't matter". He dramatically slouched back on the sofa, letting a sigh escape. 
"No! You don't understand, the playstation is good, but you can get voice commands for the xbox, and xbox connect!"

I was way out of my depth. I wasn't sure whether to laugh or be generally concerned. This was a job for Namjoon. Walking outside, to where Namjoon said he and the boys would be training, I called out his name. With a huge crowd of muscular males in the distance it was hard to tell them apart, except for the slight detail of one of them sprinting towards me, the second the first syllable left my mouth. 
 "What's wrong?" he asked, not bothering to catch his breath. 
"Tae and Kookie had a fight"
"Oh, that's nothing to worry about. It often happens to new mates. They're either all lovey-dovey or their hormones take over and they begin to fight. It's normal for every couple"
"But we didn't fight, and we weren't exactly all lovey-dovey either"
"I know, but I think you can say our circumstances were slightly different to the generic mates meeting". He was right. You couldn't exactly call us a normal couple even if you wanted too. Then again, who said we were even a couple. 

"What are you thinking about?" Namjoon questioned after I'd not spoken in a while.
"Us" 
"What about us?" He brushed the hair out of my face which had been blown by the wind. 
"I'm still trying to figure out what is going on. Don't get me wrong, I do have feelings for you, even more so know that I'm a werewolf, but there is something that feels off". I didn't think what I said was necessarily good news being heard from Namjoon's perspective, but his face had a smile which blocked out most of his other features. 
"I'm so happy you feel this way!" he exclaimed, engulfing me in a hug which could have been considered attempted murder in another context, due to the sheer force that his arms held. 
"Why?"
"You've just said you have feelings for me! I'm so happy, you have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to say that"
"You've literally only know me for a week"
"That's still a week of waiting to hear those magical words". 
"But I'm telling you that something is off" I said, ensuring that he'd heard me the first time. 
"When did you say that?" His face showed immediately that he was concerned. I could feel the heartbreak radiating from his eyes. 
"Literally after I told you that I had feelings for you". Instantly, again he was happy. I wasn't sure what it was exactly, but he seemed to forget everything prior when I said that. I tested my theory a couple more times. 

"I don't want to be here anymore" I tested, "I want to go home". Just as suspected, his face fell and he began muttering 'no' over and over, each one louder than the last. He reach out for me, almost like he was trying to stop me from vanishing into thin air. 
"I have feelings for you" I said and just like before his face lit up and he looked like a child in a toy store. I wasn't sure what was triggering these dramatic emotion changes, but if I had to guess, I would say it was something to do with our mate bond. Since I turned into a werewolf myself, I have noticed how strong my attraction towards him is. It's hard to explain as I've never experienced something so powerful before, but it feels like I've known him for my whole life and we're married. If there was an emotion to describe being in a fairytale, this was it.

After my experiment had confirmed that telling Namjoon about my feelings for him turned him into a giddy teenager, I decided that I shouldn't tell him about my 'off feeling'. He was just too happy - I didn't want to do that to him.