Where U At // BTS Rap Monster Fanic

Chapter 33

You could say that my experiment was cruel or unnecessary, but I'm new to this werewolf world, and I'm still trying to figure out the logistics of it. By the end of the day, I think it was safe to say that we were all ready for bed. The first couple of nights, I stayed in one of the guest bedrooms, even though Namjoon insisted that I should stay with him, as he offered to sleep on the sofa. However, he understood that I was new to this life and wanted to make me feel more at home. Tonight however, I was staying in Jisoo's room, Jin was staying with Namjoon. We'd gotten very close, over the last couple of days, and decided it was time to have a sleepover. I think Namjoon was a bit disappointed that I had decided to spent the night with Jisoo rather than him. During dinner he went off in a little strop once we'd told him. He's alright now though, after Jin had a little word with him. 

It was now around 10pm and I sent Namjoon to his own room after he kept coming to 'check on me' every five minutes. I'm not even kidding. He was reluctant for my first night I spent with someone here, not to be with him, which I was starting to understand though not entirely. 
"So how are you and Mr. Soon to be Alpha?" Jisoo asked, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively. 
"Don't get too excited," I told her "we are taking it slow, we haven't even kissing yet".
"Werewolves don't do slow, I'm not trying to pressure you or anything, but the longer you keep him waiting, the harder it will be to control his wolf - and you don't want to know what an out of control wolf looks like". 
"I know, I'm trying, but it's hard. I was expecting to meet someone and date them for a while, no rushing and I would be able to choose if I wanted to be apart of the relationship or not. This all feels so forced" I confessed honestly.
"I can't say I know how you feel. I loved Jin from the moment I saw him and we completed the mating bond by the night". I was coming to terms with how open and honest wolves were, they never censored anything!
"TMI!" I exclaimed. Jisoo giggled, finding it funny how unused I was to their culture. 

"But in all seriousness," she said, "I can imagine things will get very hard between you two if u don't start acting like a couple. Although a wolf has never been mated to a human before, I can imagine that the moon goddess will have a plan for you two - no matter how new this may be to all of us". 
"That's what I'm scarred of. I don't want to feel forced to be with Namjoon, but I can already feel this strong force come over me, which draws me to him like a magnet to a paperclip". 
"I'll come with you to talk to him tomorrow if you want. Communication is key!". Jisoo could honestly be a therapist, she was so good at advice it was like a didn't have any problems whenever I spoke to her. 

The next morning I woke up to an empty room. Jisoo wasn't beside me like she had been last night, and all I could here was the quiet whistling of the wind through the ajar window and off the delicate curtains. Once I had decided that I could stay in bed lounging all day, I got up and went in search of my missing sleepover buddy. I was still getting used to the layout of this house, but my new werewolf ability allowed me to sniff out food, which I was very thankful to lead me to the kitchen. 

Once I reach the large archway which separated the singular dinning room from the personal kitchen, I heard voiced talking in a somewhat hushed tone. 
"She said that she doesn't want to feel that this is forced" it was Jisoo who said that.
"What do you mean? It is forced! Obviously a good kind of forced though! I don't understand why she doesn't want to be with me!" And that was Namjoon, sounding frustrated to the point of ripping out his own hair. 
"You have to understand that barely a week ago, she wasn't even aware that we existed, maybe you should try and do things her way for once". It was at this moment that I walked into the kitchen, I didn't want to ease drop. I mean, I know I had been, but I didn't want for them to not know that I knew something - if that makes sense.

"Morning!" I said, making my presence known. I could tell that they were both started, but they played it off well. 
"Morning baby! How are you?" Namjoon asked, making his way over to me and wrapping me tightly with a hug. 
"I'm good thanks, tired though" I replied, returning the hug, but not as tightly as he. 
"Why are you tired? You had a sleepover!" I could tell that this was some kind of werewolf thing, I wasn't sure what, but I could tell that he was very concerned. 
"We stayed up talking most of the night" said Jisoo, joining the conversation. 
"Well in that case, you should have a nap" Namjoon was quick to order, taking my arm and attempting to drag me up the stairs. 
"No, it's fine. I'm just a bit sleepy and besides it's 11am, if I sleep now, I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight". With that Namjoon stopped pulling me, but he didn't let go of me just yet, instead, he moved his hand from my arm and connected our hands. 
"In that case, what do you want for breakfast?"