moonlight | c.r [2]

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realsydevans: testing out my new bedroom's acoustics with a couple lines i wrote about girls because.. fuck, i just love girls a lot okay
825k likes, 6.9k comments

username1: relatable

username2: thank u for reminding me of how gay i am by both looking beautiful in a messy bun and glasses + these fuckin gay lyrics

username3: told y'all she was a lesbian

username4: wait did syd just come out

username5: username4 she's been out?? lmao dude keep up

username6: i thought she was with chandler?? lmao is she jumping on a gay bandwagon now or did she highkey leave him for katelyn

username7: username6 betting on the 1st one honestly. i'm tired of straight girls trying to profit off of the lgbt community by making some vague queerbaiting songs and watching the money stroll in

realsydevans: just a pansexual girl living in a heteronormative world... that's how the song goes right
643k likes, 5.8k comments

username1: WHAT SHES PAN

realsydevans: username1 i came out a year ago, buddy, ur late.. ppl just keep assuming even though i've stated i'm pan again and again and i'm annoyed by it

username2: slut

username3: WE LOVE A QUEER QUEEN

username4: i love!! seeing other pan ppl!! speak out on their sexuality!! yes pls!! 💗💛💙

username5: she has a bf though??

realsydevans: username5 ... but.. the point of pansexuality is that i am able to love everyone no matter their gender... and my cis het boyfriend is included in that everyone... so yes i do have a boyfriend... ur point?

username6: i'm tired of these fake new hip sexualities. just call urself bisexual and go

realsydevans: username6 just mind your business + don't tell people how to identify and go. i'm not bisexual- i love bi folk and if u are bi then you are damn fucking #valid!! but that aint me. so please, fuck off :))

realsydevans: just a small reminder. i have a boyfriend, yes. and no, i have never dated girls (or anyone outside of boys tbh). but that doesn't mean i don't know how i feel and how many different types of people i can love. it doesn't mean i'm not part of the beautiful, growing community of (mostly) accepting people that is the lgbt+ community. and it sure as hell doesn't mean that i'm not pan. so, please stop assuming i'm a heterosexual, it's frankly a little insulting at this point 💖💙💛✌🏻

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double update bc y'all said yes!!

also me, a bi bitch writing a pan bitch ranting abt how she's not bi. i love irony.

but yeah tiny update to tie up that loose thread from disconnected!! 15 y/o syd was a confused "vaguely queer" mess, and 17 y/o syd identifies as a good ole pan mess. just to catch y'all up, she came out in 2016 (in between disc and this fanfic)!!

(disclaimer: i personally use queer as a blanket term, and have decided to take back the word for myself. if u still are uncomfortable with its use and see it as a slur, i'm sorry if i offended u with its use!! it's just a word i identify with, i don't mean any harm)