moonlight | c.r [2]

23.

PRIVATE MESSAGES BETWEEN: sydney❤️ and k💞

k💞:
hey. can we talk?

sydney❤️:
yeah ofc!!
everything okay?

k💞:
not really..
i need to tell you something but i feel like an ass

sydney❤️:
it's okay. you're not an ass.
i don't say it enough but i really care about you, you can tell me anything, sweetie

k💞:
goddamn it
you're not making this easier

sydney❤️:
... okay?

k💞:
i'm just gonna come out and say it
i like you.
like as more than a friend.

sydney❤️:
oh

k💞:
nono stop typing
just let me ramble for a second

sydney❤️:
okay

k💞:
i don't expect anything from you.
that's not why i did this
i know you don't feel the same and i don't blame you for that
you're in a committed relationship. you're happy, i could never take that away or try to interfere.
but i've liked you so much for almost a freaking year now, and saying nothing hurts to much. talking to you every day and always acting like nothing hurts sucks so much.
i wanted to tell you this face to face, not when you're probably laying next to someone else in paris in the middle of the night but i'm a coward.

k💞:
my mom told me that if you like someone for more than 6 months there's a big chance you love them. i think that's my biggest fear
or maybe not. i think not having you in my life is my biggest fear
so i don't want this to change anything
i'm promising rn that it won't change anything on my side, i'll still make corny jokes w you, thea, tori, and lia and text u memes at 3 am, nothing has to change
it was just suffocating to stay silent

sydney❤️:
okay.
nothing's changing

sydney❤️:
if it counts for anything, i do love you. just not like that

k💞:
i know
it's okay

k💞:
so anyways
tori wanted to know when ur free bc she was planning another disney movie sleepover and she said u weren't answering her texts

sydney❤️:
i'll pop back in la to record so we can do it then

k💞:
cool

sydney❤️:
i should probably sleep now, it's late

k💞:
goodnight

sydney❤️:
night.

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and so it starts