Just Another Day (Adopted By Josh Dun)

Thirty-Øne

A week later
Kamryn
I cried into the pillow on my couch. It has gotten too much. Ethan barely talks to me anymore. Him and Sam are either working or fucking. The Supernatural cast is going to shoot my coming in episode next week. I have already memorized the whole script for that episode. School. I fucking hate that hell. I have 3 more weeks before my end of year finals and then I go into the 11th grade. Misha has come to my apartment every day to pick me up and drop me off. "Up an-Hey what's wrong?" I stood up quickly and wiped my face. "N-nothing." I went into my room for my stuff and a sweatshirt. I pulled it on, not realizing that it's Kim's. I pulled down the sleeves to hid my arms and hands. "You want to stop for breakfast?" "Sure."

"Hey." Jared grabbed me by the waist and lifted me into a hug. "How can you pick up my fat ass?" His face contorted to one of confusion and sadness. I walked away before I could hear the lecture I have gotten so used to. I got into the room that Jensen calls the 'Family Room' and I set up my laptop. I checked my emails and shit. Misha and Jensen walked in while I was writing my 3rd paper this month. "Whatcha doing little one?" "Mentally shooting myself." I groaned typing the end of the 4th paragraph to a 20 paragraph paper. There had to be at least 250 words in each paragraph. Jeremy came in with the rest of the crew. "We're taking a little shooting trip to Portland Oregon. We'll be there for a month or two. Kam I already called Josh and he's fine with it." I nodded.

The guys went out to lunch, promising to bring me something back, while I sat at the table I have come to love and broke down. I put my head in my arms and just sat there with silent tears rolling down my face. And that's when I noticed that it was Kim's sweater that I was wearing. I took it off and threw it on the ground. She got out of the hospital 2 days ago and from what I heard, she thinks that it's totally my fault. Ethan believes that I just should've turned down the offer when Jeremy presented it to me. He thinks that Kim would be better and she wouldn't have gone to the hospital. I chuckled at the thought of that. We had problems. We put them off and just ignored them. One of us was going to explode. I just thought it would've been me.

"We're back!" Misha walked in with Wendy's and a small smile. I thanked him and went on a hunt for Jared. Seeing as he always has the big comfy sweatshirts, I always turned to him. "Mooooose!" I called. I heard him shout something from the dressing room he shared with Jensen. I ran in and stopped at the doorway. "I need a sweatshirt and a liter." He cautiously handed me the things I asked for. I kissed his cheek when he went to hug me. I ran out and went to the outdoors where the majority of the boys stood. I pulled on Jared's sweatshirts and threw down Kim's. I set the liter to the sleeve, watching it catch fire.