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Kamryn
It has been a month since that night at Rich's. Josh, Tyler, and Gabriel are back and I am back in my old bed. I haven't tried making contact with the boys and they haven't tried with me. "Kam come on it's time to wake up." I sat up in my bed and made a bitch face at Tyler. "I'm coming. Just give me a few minutes." I gpt dressed and did my hair and makeup. I slid my feet into my Mcr Converse and tied them. I grabbed my backpack and wallet and made my way downstairs. I smiled at a sleepy Josh and a nervous looking Gabe. I bent down to the 7 year old's height. "Hey kiddo. Its gonna be okay. I'll drop you off and pick you up." Gabe and I grew extremely close in the few weeks he has been here. Today marks his first day of school.

I took Gabe's hand as we walked out the door. "Oi Dun who's this?" I looked at the owner to the question. "This is my little brother. Marvin this is Gabe. Gabe this is Marvin." Gabe waved shyly and Marvin smiled at the boy. "I'm gonna walk him to school and I'll meet you at the column." Gabe and I walked the short distance to his elementary school. He gets out of school during my break at work, so that's when I'll pick him up. "I'll be right here. Just call my name if you can't find me." I kissed his forehead and sent him on his way. He turned around and waved at me before going into the school.

I met Marvin and Noah by the column at the back of the school. "You look like you need a smoke." "I do need one." Marvin reached into his back pocket and pulled a pack of cigarettes and a lighter out. I took one and lit it. I breathed in the smoke and let it out a few seconds later. "I'll see you later Marvin, Kam." Noah pecked Marvin on the lips quickly and went into the football field. "Lets finish this up and get to science." We still had 10 minutes before we had to get to class. I took a few more drags of the lit killer and put it out. Marvin did the same before we moved away from the column and made it into the school.

"Hey Marvin, Kam." We sat next to our science partner, Charlie. "You guys smell like smoke." "Walked next to a group of guys smoking. Hit us directly." Charlie nodded and turned toward the teacher, who just started talking. "Today we will be starting our process for science fair. You are required to do this if you want to pass this year. Today we will take the class to brainstorm. You may have a group of two. No more. Get started." I turned toward Marvin and he pulled out a piece of paper. "Hey big favor. Before I leave work today can you give me one of your extra packs of smokes?" "Sure. I have about 10 just laying around my room. My mom doesn't mind as long as I don't do it around my little sister." I smiled at the male in thanks. "Have you heard from the guys?" I shook my head.

"Jensen and Jared are mad at me because I hadn't told Rich sooner. Misha is taking the boys sides. Rich is too busy with his girlfriend. Luci and Mark are doing some big project. Sebastian doesn't like me." Marvin rubbed my shoulder. "It had to happen sooner or later. I am only going to be in one more season before I am kicked from the show. I'm mot surprised of they decide to kill me off the first episode of this season." I hit my head on the table. "I don't know what to do anymore. Josh and Tyler are always busy with Gabriel or recording. I can't complain to a significant other cause I don't have one. My brother hates me and his boyfriend thinks I died."

"Kam sometimes you have to be independent before you move on to bigger things. Maybe it wasn't supposed to work out with Supernatural or your brother. Maybe it's for the best you didn't tell Richard. Maybe you should talk to Josh and tell him everything. Move on and become something no one thought you'd become." I smiled and hugged Marvin. "And this is why you are my best friend."

The rest of the day weny by with a blur. Lunch came and went and before I knew it I was walking Gabriel home after work. The cigarette pack in my backpack" taunting me. Gabriel and I walked into our house and he ran into the kitchen for Tyler. "Josh can I talk to you alone?" He stands up and follows me outside. "Don't get mad at me." I pulled the pack of cigarettes out of my pocket and lit one. "I need your help. Not with the smoking but with everything. I am gonna be kicked from Supernatural and half the crew hates me. I accidentally fell for a damn co-worker and now I can't tell him seeing as he has a girlfriend. My own brother hates me. You and Tyler are always busy and I don't know what I'm doing anymore." Josh looked at me in shock as I blew out a big puff of smoke.

"Kam when did you start smoking?" "About a month before you came back." "Is it for stress or is it because you were bored and wanted excitement?" "Stress." He rubbed the bridge of his nose. "What are you talking about falling for someone?" "I sorta kinda fell for Rich and I didn't tell anyone. I started smoking after the night he introduced me to his girlfriend. Jensen and Jared yelled at me for not telling him and said it was better for Rich that a child wasn't grounding him into the dirt. Misha took their side. Sebastian has always hated me. Lucifer and Mark are busy and never really talked to me anyway. Rich is busy and won't answer my texts." I looked at my hands and watched as a few tears dripped on them.

"Kam do you need to quit the show?" I looked up at Josh in shock. I've never thought about it. Do I? "I do." "Then tomorrow take the day off from school and go down there to quit. Tell everyone that you can't deal with the enviroment and that you need to focus on yourself. Tell Rich you're sorry for causing so much drama. Show everyone that you don't need them. Be strong." He pulled me into a hug and held me as I buried my face in his shoulder. "I am not going to immediately stop your smoking, but the moment I see it becomes an addiction, I will stop it." I looked at Josh and nodded. "Now get inside and eat something. Call Marvin and Noah and tell them everything. I want to see my little sister with that cute sparkle in her eyes."

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