Lost Then Found

Lost Then Found (18)

We woke up and I told him I had something to do so I couldn't hang with him. But I went to his house anyway for a little while. Alright, I'm gonna be honest, I'm going to find Alysha to beat her ass. Come on, I warned her. You can't say I didn't warn her.

We pulled up to his house and I was relieved because this bitch was sitting on his porch, so I didn't even have to go looking for her. I was smiling but my leg was shaking so you know I was ready..

"Stay here." he saw her and looked at me, and he immediately knew what I was going to do. He got out of the car and walked up to her. I rolled down the window so I could hear them:

"What are you doing here?" he questioned.

"I came here to explain. I rang the bell and your sister answered but slammed the door in my face so I stayed out here waiting for you."

I smirked. I love that little girl. She reminds me of myself.

"I have nothing to say to you Alysha, go home."

"Is that Samantha in there?! We have one little fight and you just go running to her. You always do that! Are you in love with her or something?! I'm tired of that bitch always getting in our damn business! "

"BITCH?!" I got out of the car, slammed the door, and stomped over to them.

"Sammie go back in the car. I got this."

"You know, I'm really glad you're here Alysha, I really am. So that way I didn't have to look for you. Didn't I warn you? I know I warned you about Bennie."

"You think I'm afraid of you? I'm done dealing with you. This has nothing to do with you, so just go back in the car and mind your damn business!"

I waited. I waited for so long to beat her ass! The first few times she cheated on him and I missed my chance last time. I warned her not to do it again and she didn't listen! It's like she wanted me to come for her! But this time I didn't let her go... I just lost it.

I rocked her. Grabbing, pulling, punching, kicking, she was screaming. At one point I was on top of her, punching her, and then we got up and I started swinging her around the front yard and out of nowhere I felt arms wrapping around my stomach and the next thing I know John and Stefanie are helping Alysha out who is sitting on the lawn knots, blood and all. I was on the porch with a swelling hand and Bennie was nowhere to be found.

After I realized what I just did, I went to look for Bennie in the house. Walking upstairs I can hear him talking to Jamie. Oh my gosh, what if she saw that?! I don't want her to ever see me like that.

"Benja where's Sammie? Is she okay?!"

"She's fine J, watch some tv."

"But I don't want to watch tv! I want to see Sammie- Sammiee!!!! I'm glad your alright." She ran to me and hugged me when she saw me at the doorway of her bedroom.

"I'm fine. Can I speak to your brother for a sec?"

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"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that in front of her like that. I didn't want her to see that side of me. I just couldn't have her stand there and-"

He grabbed me and hugged me. It was a long hug. Like he didn't want to let go. And when we broke from the hug he just stared at me..

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing."

"My hand really hurts."

"I figured, let's get some ice on that.."

So we went downstairs got an ice pack and John called my mom, told her I was here and that I beat Alysha up. Stefanie was once an RN so she bandaged my hand. My mom came to take to the doctor to make sure everything was alright. And the rest of my day went normally.