Neighbors ~ g.d.

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Brooke's POV:

It's now Christmas Day and I still haven't started my period. It was supposed to start 3 days ago. This usually doesn't happen.

"Everyone's ready to eat." Grayson says from behind me breaking me away from my thoughts. "Oh okay." I smile at him. He smiles softly at me and leads the way down stairs to the kitchen.

I don't want to act as if I'm freaking out even though I am. I mean I can't possibly be pregnant he's pulled out every time we've had sex except for the last time. Fuck. Oh my god.

I'm really freaking out. I'm trying my best to remain calm. Fuck fuck fuck.

I just tell myself to calm down and enjoy Christmas. It's fine. I'll get a test tomorrow. It's not that big of a deal.

I sit down and eat and listen to everyone joke around and occasionally I'll say something if they talk to me but for the most part I remain quiet. I'm more worried about making myself stay calm.

"Who's ready for gifts?" Lisa ask as she sees that we're all finished eating. We all smile and head towards the living room.

"Brooke sweetie I'm sorry we didn't get you anything we didn't know you were coming until a few days before you guys came." She smiles. "Oh no it's fine. I didn't get you guys anything either because I didnt exactly know what to get you guys." I admit.

Grayson places his hand on my thigh and my heart begins to race. I should probably tell him what I'm worried about right now but part of me thinks that it's a bad idea and honestly it probably is.

"Here." Grayson says handing me my gift. I smile at him and hand him his gift.

"You open yours first." He says and I smile. God I feel so guilty right now.

I rip the paper open to reveal a small velvet box. I open it and inside sits a simple heart necklace but it's beautiful. "Oh my god Grayson." I say with a big smile. "It's gorgeous." He smiles. "Here." He says holding his hands out. I hand him the necklace and he puts it on for me. "I love it." I mutter.

"It's beautiful." Lisa says as everyone smiles at Grayson and I. "I didn't get you anything this extravagant but go ahead and open it." I say now feeling insecure about the gift I got him.

He smiles at me and rips the paper and opens the box to reveal the bracelet. "I got it engraved." I stammer and he lifts it up and looks at it.

He reads it and his mouth drops open slightly and he turns to me. "Does this mean you love me?" He ask quiet enough for only him and I to hear while everyone else opens their gifts.

"Yeah." I admit and it's true. I do love him but my hearts shattering at the fact that I have to keep the fact that I might be pregnant from him.

"I love you too." He says kissing my cheek. And in that moment my heart breaks. I still can't tell him. I can't ruin this.

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AN:
This kinda sucks but should I upload random facts about me?

I feel like you guys don't know much about me and I feel like it'd be super fun to get to know you guys and you guys get to know me :)