Sexual Frustrations

21. Infectious

"Oh my god Carl this is so beautiful." I gasped taking in the surroundings and sitting myself down on the grassy bank before the water began. So peaceful and so quiet.

"Isn't it?" He beamed taking a seat next to me.

"How did you even find this place?"

"I used to just walk for ages when things were getting to much to handle ya know? One day I guess I just walked so far I didn't even realise and I ended up here. Sort of just became the place I'd go to when I needed to be alone I guess." He shrugged and I couldn't help the overwhelming warming feeling that I felt. He'd shared his personal alone space with me and that was flattering. So I decided to just shut up and enjoy the silence with him. Enjoy being alone with him.

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I couldn't have told how long had passed where we just sat looking at the surroundings and listening to the sounds of nature and just taking a moment to forget about anything.

"Let's get in." Carl broke the comfortable silence we'd been sitting in.

"Huh?" I asked but before he could explain what he meant he stood up and began stripping. "What are you doing?" I laughed.

"I'm getting in." He answered as if it were the simplest answer in the world however I was still utterly confused. He dropped his pants and was left just in his boxers and I felt my face flush but I couldn't exactly take my eyes away from him. I watched as he slowly walked towards the edge of the water, mesmerised my the movement of his back muscles. Suddenly he jumped and disappeared into the water.

"Oh my god!" I squealed becoming startled by his actions. I rushed to the water edge and felt the relief when he surfaced to the water. "You scared me." I scolded him.

"I told you I was getting in. It's not my fault if you were too busy checking me out." He winked resurfacing the blush to my cheeks.

"Is this even safe to swim in?" I asked still confused on what he was doing.

"Yeah it's so nice in here." He grinned swimming elegantly through the water. His hair was brushed back off his face and I knew I was probably in danger here of getting too close for comfort. "Get in don't be soft."

"I don't have bathers." I excused and he rolled his eyes.

"Neither do I?" He shrugged but the idea of getting down to underwear and frolicking in the water seemed like a cause for trouble but there was a part of me that wanted to so bad. That wanted the trouble, maybe that was my vagina talking but she sure as hell took over and soon enough I was taking my clothes off.

"Don't look." I laughed as I felt Carl's eyes burning into me as I slowly removed my shorts and Tshirt, leaving me in my underwear. He was too busy looking me up and down to pay attention and for some reason that made me feel so hot.
"Can I jump?" I asked stepping closer to the water edge knowing if I had to ease myself into the cold water we could be there all day.

"Yeah it's deep." He snapped out of his bubble of thoughts and I took that as enough permission and jumped into the water.

The cold water stung all over my body but felt soothing at the same time. I needed to cool off desperately after feeling the heat from his gaze. Carls face when he was turned on was so easy to read and it made me weak in the knees to know that maybe I was the reason for that expression.

As I rose to the surface his face was supporting a giant grin from a metre or so away.

"Oh my god." I gasped loving the feeling of the cold water all over my skin, forgetting about He fact that I was nearly naked and so was he.

"How good is it?" He asked and I nodded allowing myself to float peacefully.

"Amazing." I agreed and he allowed me a few moments of silence to enjoy the feeling and glide through the water as he did the same.

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"Thankyou for sharing this place with me." I felt like I owed him a thankyou, this was his secret place and it was so amazing and I was thankful to experience it.

"I figured you'd love it too." He shrugged and that was a pretty good feeling. He swam closer to me and I brushed the hair from my face to see him clearer. Every time he moves closer to me my heart rate fastened and I couldn't control it. He swam up to me to where we could stand on the lake floor and the water still covered up to our chests. We didn't say anything and I didn't want to for fear of ruining whatever was going to happen.

"I want you so fucking bad." He said in barely a whisper causing my skin to prickle and goosebumps to appear all over my body.

"I remember that." I choked out and he smirked that fucking smirk.

"I meant it." He shrugged as if it were so simple. "But I won't do anything don't worry." He laughed taking a step back which I found myself disappointed at.

"Why?" I asked growing a set of balls. I was so sure I didn't want anything like this with Carl again but having him here so close and I'm such a special place, looking as good as he did was clouding my judgement dramatically.

"Not until you ask me to." He smirked and my stomach dropped. He knew I could never ask him to do anything.

"Ask you to do what?" I challenged and he moved closer yet again.

"Anything. But I won't touch you or kiss you until you ask me to." He said wearing that cocky smirk.

"Oh really?" I couldn't help but smile at his demeanour he was infectious.

"Yep. That's a promise." He winked disappearing under the water again

Oh god what am I getting myself into. Maybe this was a good thing, Carl wasn't going to make any advances unless I directly asked him to. But Jesus Christ in that moment I just wished he would. I wanted him to touch me again, I'd missed the feeling of his lips against mine, I'd forgotten what that felt like. Whenever he was there the thoughts of having him all over me where so overwhelming and I knew I couldn't deny it any more even if I tried. I knew it was wrong to act on it, we couldn't get ourselves into that mess again.

But oh my god I wanted him so fucking bad too.

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