Player ||Park Jihoon ff||

Part 17

Yoojung POV

I don't understand why I forgive him so easily when he treat me bad until I even lost my baby. It just stupid for me  but I admit that I can't live without him.

I hate that my heart melt well on his words. The knocks on the door snapped my thoughts. Its a group of intern and doctors. Woojin is there too, they are all my friends.

"So how do you feel now?" Our cheif asked. "I'm fine and it just there's a little bit pain in my abdomen" I said flash them a smile.

"Its normal if you are miscarrige. By the way I'm pity to hear that you lost your first baby" he said. I look at the floor and nodded at him. "Don't worry Yoojung ah, you still can try it again next time" Woojin said.

We were interupted by Jihoon who is coming into my room. "Oh you're his husband right?" He asked him. Jihoon flash a smile and nodded.

"Yah your husband really have that idol look. He's handsome" Joy, my other medical friends whisper to my ears. I hit her arms and she's whining in pain.

I see Jihoon having coversation with our chief and Woojin. Since Woojin is my doctor, they give Jihoon a little bit advise.

"Okay so Mrs Choi, we will give you 3 month of holidays since you need to finish your period and I am sure you need time too because yeah you know who didn't sad to lost their first baby?" He flash me a smile.

I hugged all my team mates before they're going out leaving me and Jihoon here alone.

"I bring abalone porridge for you. Lets eat since you didn't eat yesterday" he said, pouring the porridge into a bowl. I lie down on my bed without facing him. "Are you still mad at me?" He asked me.

I keep silent until he sit on the chair beside my bed. "I don't want to eat. You can go to work. I will eat by myself when I want to" I said closing my eyes.

"How can I go to work when you are sick?" His words make me angry for sudden.

"Did you even feel lost this baby? Do you even feel what I feel when this bump in my tummy lost?" I sit on the bed looking at him.

He facepalm his face before letting out heavy sigh. "I don't know it and I'm sorry okay? But you still need to eat. I know I'm stupid for making you suffer this way. You don't know how I feel too when I lost my chance to be a good father and husband" he said.

"Then?will you divorce me?"I said looking deeply into his eyes. He put the spoon and look seriously into my eyes. "What are you talking about? I'm not gonna let you go. Never! I stick on my word. All that happened to us is normal right? as Husband and wife" he replied.

"Can you just leave me for a while. I need time to be alone" I burried my face in my knee. But his soft hand pull my face to look at him. I look at another place.

"Look at me" he said. I look into his eyes. It has been a while since last time I see that pretty eyes. "What happened to us now was a test as husband and wife. What ever result it is, we still need to accept it. I admit that I didn't take responsible in our marriage life. What I want is just want to make you jealous and I end up recieve the punishment from god. I deserve all of this because I ignore my wife and baby. I know it must be hard for you. I'm not feeling what you feel but I want to be a better man for you in your life. Can't you give me a chance?" His word make me drops my tears.

I burst into tears there, everything that happened to me shocking me so much. He pull in into his embracement. I don't know but I have this mix feels. "Its okay, I know how you feel. We can try to get another baby soon" he said.

A few hours after I'm feeling better, our relationships getting better that we usually do. He comfort me and never leave my side today. "you look so tiny baby" he said while we cuddling on the bed.

"I lost my appitite when I'm carrying our baby" I said nearly to tears. "Why did I ignore you. If I didn't ignore you, maybe I can be a better father for our baby" he sighed. I look at him, "past is past. We can't turn back time but we still have another chance to fix it" I smiled.

He rubbed my hair. "Lets go for honeymoon next month. I already book a ticket for us" he said kissing my nose. "Really? Woah I have been wanted to honeymoon with u" I giggle.

I miss all this gesture that he did to me. His smile, his laugh and his kiss. I love every part of him. I can't bear to lost him.

Skip

I can discharge today and I'm feeling better. I bit goodbye to all my friends and Jihoon drive to our house.

"Okay we have arrived. Wair here first I will open the door for you" he said. This man really, its not like I hurt my hands or what.

I go to my room but Jihoon stop me. "No separated room from now. I miss to kiss you everyday" he said pouting. I pinch his cheek but he carried me with a bridal style which make me shook.

"Jihoon, I'm wearing skirt" I hit his shoulder. "I'm your husband and I have watched more than that tho" he smirked at me. I feel blood rushed to my face now. He put me on the bed and straddle on me. "I miss you so much baby" he said.

He then connect his lips with me. How I miss those lips and I miss this good kisser so much. He never fail to show his love on me when we are making out.

I love him for respecting me. He knew that I just miscarrige and we just kissing all day. Even I know that Jihoon can't really bear it.

I just hope, what happen to us will not happen again. I don't want to lost all this beautiful moment in my life. To give him for access, he put a pillow behind my neck and he can have it more. He didn't stop mumble I love you towards me.

We slowly pull over and connect our forehead. Heavy breath fulling this silent room. There's only one words came out from our mouth.

That's it I love you very much

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This is all the ideas I got today. Actually I got many ideas before this but something came out bad for me today. I failed my driving test which make me wanna cry. I need to repeat it  next week. I felt really down today but I still need to write this because I love all my readers!! T-T