I can't

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I stared at my sister as we stood in the kitchen alone. No words were said. I took a step towards her and I saw Brody walk through the kitchen with Brandon. Brandon's eyes widened and he grabbed Brody, taking him out of the kitchen.

"I need Ivy to forgive me." I snapped. She crossed her arms and quirked an eyebrow.

She stayed staring at me for a second longer. "Just Ivy?" She questioned smirking.

I glared at her. "I need Ivy and Finn to forgive me." I saw her smirk falter but it was back soon enough. I saw her clench her fists and I wanted to question something but I didn't.

She shook her head. "Go home." She growled.

I stared at her. "Home? Ally if I came back home what do you think would happen to me?" She looked at my face then sighed.

"Sky I can't come with you. I can't go back. I like my life here and I-I don't think I can see the people I almost hurt. Every time I saw Ivy it would break a small piece of me. I-I'm sorry I can't."

I glared at her. "That's a part of you. Who you used to be is still in you, you just brought out the better parts. You can't avoid our sister and everyone else. They all know your 'dead' now. Plus if I don't recall you owe me a big ass favor." I muttered the last part but she heard.

She walked over to me and hugged me. "You don't understand-"

I cut her off and shoved her off me. "You're kidding! I don't understand? Really?! I had to leave Florida after some of my friends died and then I saw one of them, I saw Grace. Finn is there, Ivy is there, Ash is there, all of them are there and you think it was easy for me to move there? Then I had to leave my life there with them and go back to Florida and see Theo and Brandon while I was with Ivy. Do you know how much I was lying that entire time for you?! No. How could you? You never cared about what happened to me after that?!" I screamed as I shoved her

She grabbed my arms and rubbed them, trying to calm me down. "Skyler I always cared. If I had called you or texted you, or done anything to interact with you... what do you think would've happened? What would happen when Dad and Mom found out I had a kid?" She asked and I closed my mouth not wanting to answer. "They would do everything in their power to take him from me. I can't lose Brody . What would they do if they found out I married someone? They would find a way to send him off somewhere." I nodded my head sadly as I looked at my shoes. "I'm sorry Sky I just... I can't." She mumbled.

I sat down and stared at her. "Al-Ally?" She looked down at me with questioning eyes. "I- I love someone... and I can't be with him because I left and I can't go back. I've done so much to him that he will not forgive me if I don't have an actual reason." I said hoping now maybe she'd understand.

She looked down at me with wide eyes and her mouth hanging open. "Why didn't you tell me?!" She questioned excitedly. She was clearly missing my point.

I glared at her again. "His name is Mason cooper." I saw recognition pass over her. "Hie's one of Ash's siblings. Ash is one of the triplets. Their sister that I just made up with, she finally forgave me and now I've lost any chance in her forgiving me. Ash-Ash has been in a comma from trying to commit suicide because of something I said to him. He woke up, I saw him, and left." She stared at me with sad eyes. I could tell she wanted to help. "Oh and our sister, Ivy, she's definitely not the sweet girl you left."

That got her attention better. "What do you mean?" She growled.

I smirked. "When I was in Florida she found out I set something up... that parts not important. She attacked me and she had more strength than I thought she did because she was holding me down. I've never seen that much anger in her. I didn't think she could end up like me. She's also currently sleeping with either her ex girlfriend or someone her ex is close to." Her eyes widened. "Yeah that's how much you've missed. She was dating Alexis, her sister Kim is a bitch and beat up Ivy to where she almost died." I said and I saw rage course through Ally but she rubbed her temple making her calm down.

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